Lee Baucom Ph.D. believes there is a common theme of what fuels infidelity. It’s an easy to remember acronym: F.A.L.S.E.

Lee Baucom Ph.DDr. Lee Baucom PhD is one of those marriage and relationship experts whose work we really do enjoy. 

Whether it’s his blog/podcast or his Save the Marriage System, his work is full of common sense, effective advice and guidance. I personally have learned a lot from his material.

I recently became aware of a book that he has written, Recovering From The Affair: Your Guide To Saving Your Marriage After Emotional Or Physical Infidelity, and had to pick it up.

Once I started reading, it didn’t take long to find some information that I thought would be good to pass along to all of you. 

So, I shot Lee an email and asked his permission to use and excerpt from the book, and he said “No problem.”

The excerpt from his book that I’m including is all about the 5 main elements that fuel an affair.  Lee uses the acronym F.A.L.S.E. to make it easy to remember.

Please read on…

The Common Theme That Fuels Infidelity is F.A.L.S.E. 

by Lee Baucom PhD

As I’ve talked to couple after couple, I’ve discovered there is a common theme of what fuels infidelity. I will use an acronym so you can easily remember what is fueling this affair: F.A.L.S.E.  It’s FALSE because it’s not real, but it feels that way.

Here’s why:

F is for Fantasy

One of the key pieces of an affair is the fact it is based in a fantasy life. It’s not based in reality. It’s not based on raising children, getting up in the morning, getting ready for work, and struggling through the day. It doesn’t include seeing each other at the worst moments when people are exhausted and tired, sick and down. It’s built in a fantasy life of getting all cleaned up, getting dressed, of meeting somewhere interesting, creating a sort of fantasy around the other person.

In fact, most of the time it very much is a fantasy about the other person. People will rationalize this, claiming they do really know that other person; but they’re not seeing them in any other context than this fantasy arrangement.

When that happens, people create a story through imagination. We humans have some core human needs. Sometimes, those needs compete. For example, we like to have something we can count on, yet we also like variety. Those two human forces, liking sameness and liking variety, are present at the same time. The infidelity fantasy often steps in when someone feels like there’s not a lot of variety in life. That can be very alluring, even addicting.

You see your spouse when your spouse is not cleaned up, and when your spouse has bad breath, and when your spouse is sick, and when the kids are grumpy, and when the job is not going well. That’s one little story to tell about “sameness.” Then there’s this other person and the fantasy life. It is often about romantic settings and dinners, sexual excitement, and both people being a bit more careful about appearances.

So, the F is this strong layer of fantasy that exists in the affair relationship. It’s not about knowing someone in day-to-day life; it’s about living in a fantasy world.  It also raises the adrenaline load and thus, the adrenaline attraction.

The Driving Forces of an Affair

A is for Adrenaline

Whenever we talk about infatuation, adrenaline is always a part of that. So the A in FALSE is adrenaline attraction. That adrenaline attraction is always based on that excitement. And the excitement drives us towards something.

Adrenaline, as you probably are well aware, is a very addictive substance that we create in our own body. That same charge you watch adrenaline junkies go after is the same adrenaline that fuels the fire of affairs. Adrenaline is always the beginning point of a relationship. When we’re in an infatuation level, it’s always about adrenaline.

I want to draw one crucial distinction about adrenaline. It always has a level of fear to it. Whether that fear is of getting caught, or whether it’s because you’re breaking your values and your norms, or whether it’s based on the fear of losing that other person. There is a fear level that fuels it.

That’s the opposite of what happens when we are in love, when we switch from our adrenaline attraction to an endorphin attraction. Adrenaline attraction is always based on getting that jolt of excitement, feeling that charge.

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Whenever we’re away, we’re pining for that other person, pining for that punch of adrenaline, and probably worried a little bit that the other person is possibly finding someone else attractive.

That’s what happens in the early stages of any relationship. We get that charge out of being with them, and we get another charge as we wonder what’s going on with them when we’re apart. That’s true in an affair.

But when we love, we switch over to the endorphin system in our body. Endorphins make us feel good, but without fear. Endorphins are triggered when we do loving things. Adrenaline is triggered when we’re going after something, grabbing something, getting that charge. Endorphins are activated when we’re giving our love. This is one of the clear distinctions between a loving, long-lasting relationship, and an affair. Adrenaline fuels our fantasy world.

Emotional Affair: Understanding the Phases

L is for Lostness

Often, the affair relationship is based on a feeling of “lostness.” That’s the L in FALSE. Many times an affair erupts when somebody is feeling particularly lost. Maybe the marital relationship is not clicking the way they want it to, or the connection is not there. Maybe their job is no longer satisfying, and they’re not sure what to do next. Maybe the kids are reaching a new stage in life, and they’re not sure what the next chapter brings. Roles may be changing anywhere in life, leading to the feeling of being lost.

You might treat the feeling of “lostness” by finding another person and disappearing into the relationship. If things are not going well in an area of life – if somebody is feeling lost and stuck – and then the affair comes along, it can distract from that mental pain.

It doesn’t mean that it was “meant to be,” and it doesn’t mean that it’s “the perfect relationship,” or any other rationalizations. It’s just a way some people try to treat the feeling of being lost.

Remember that “lost” is one of the central feelings of a midlife crisis. In a midlife crisis, people feel lost and don’t know what to do next, don’t know where to go, don’t know how to find meaning. They’re trying to find something that will soothe that feeling of “lostness” or emptiness.

An affair is an attempt to find that something, and not in a healthy way. It does create a distraction from the lost feeling. The lostness of life often finds its salve in an affair in very inappropriate ways. But that’s also part of what fuels it.

Midlife Crisis and Infidelity

S is for Secrecy

The “S” is also a powerful fuel for an affair: “secrecy.” In fact, secrecy is one of the biggest fuels in an affair. Whenever you can’t tell people what you’re doing, you probably shouldn’t be doing it. That’s typically true with an affair. People don’t usually announce they’re having an affair, that they’re cheating on their spouse. (At least not in the early stages – maybe they do later in the rationalizing process.) And that secrecy heaps fuel on the other pieces of the equation.

The secrecy creates more of a fantasy life, and the secrecy strengthens that adrenaline charge. When you have to keep secrets, there’s an exciting level of fear to it. The secrecy grows in the extent people go to hide things. There may even be hidden phones and apps to hide communication. In recent years, I’ve noticed many creative ways people use technology to escape being noticed. That fuels the secrecy, which fuels the affair.

Often, when an affair is finally discovered, it begins to fall apart on its own because that secrecy is punctured. It takes away something of the belief, the self-rationalization that this is hurting nobody, that it’s okay. It takes away the energy of having to be secretive, joined together by the deception. And suddenly, it all comes crashing down when the spouse learns about it.

Truth is, secrecy eats away at all other relationships. The person begins to work very hard to hold onto their secrets, covering them up with more and more lies. As we all know, once you tell a lie, it spins out to lie after lie after lie to cover that first lie. Suddenly you’re lost in the dishonesty. You’re lost in the secrecy that comes with that dishonesty. And pretty soon that spirals into this powerful link between two people acting dishonestly, caught in a web of lies.

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When people are keeping secrets together, it bonds them in ways that are very dangerous, at least outside of the boundaries of a real relationship. I say a “real relationship” because the majority of affairs do not last. The majority of affairs fall apart at some point, if for no other reason than the people involved in the affair realize there’s a dishonesty to the relationship and they can’t even trust the person with whom they’re cheating. Because they know that person would cheat. They often begin to self-implode as one or the other recognizes the dishonesty that’s involved.

No More Lies, Please!

E is for Ego

And that leads us to the last piece, the ego, the E in FALSE. The ego really fans the flames because the ego is about “what I want.” Somebody is getting an ego charge out of the fact that somebody wants them so much. This is yet another huge part of what fuels the affair, this feeling of being wanted.

It often comes, as I said earlier, out of the disconnection in the marital relationship, leading to an Achilles heel, a wound that’s not getting treated in the relationship. In the disconnected marriage, there is a bruised ego from feeling unwanted, which may lead to looking elsewhere for an ego boost.

Affairs often develop at nodal events in life, turning points or major transitions. For instance, one risk point is when a couple is expecting, or has a young child, because the attention of the couple becomes focused on that child. That can be an ego bruise.

Or when a child starts school or goes off to college, there can be an ego bruise of a loss in the parenting role. There is an ego bruise in any role loss – it leaves someone feeling “less than.” Or when there’s a job problem: the job is not going well, is ending, or somebody’s stuck in a job. There can be an ego bruise, leaving somebody vulnerable to an ego stroke, a way of feeling better about things.

But love is not about ego. Love is about caring and attending to the other person, protecting the relationship. An affair is about the ego and getting what you want. Even the acts of what look like love that happen in infidelity really are about maintaining and keeping that person around to make sure that it’s an ego stroke, that it continues to fuel that pattern.

Why People Cheat in Relationships

The Fuels of Infidelity Tell Us More…

There you have them, the fuels of infidelity. Fantasy, Adrenaline attraction, the Lost feeling, the Secrecy that’s built up, and the Ego looking for attention.

Pretty clear, but not very pretty. Sometimes, this is a painful realization, even confronting. And many people insist this is NOT the case in their situation.

But with a little time and distance, the way we humans fool ourselves and rationalize our behavior becomes a bit clearer. The intensity of the fuel can sometimes keep us from wanting to see the dynamics in a situation. As the fuel burns out, the factors become clearer.

What these factors also tell you is what it’s not about. It’s really not about that other person. It’s not about the person with whom somebody’s having an affair. That person becomes an object and often a projection (or fantasy) of what a person wants.

The affair partners imagine certain traits in each other. They begin to take subconscious or unconscious material and try to make that person what they want them to be, even if it’s not at all true. The person becomes an object of infatuation and projection, a fantasy.

By the way, that brings up the point that it’s not really about love. It truly is about infatuation. To be clear, all relationships start in infatuation. And some relationships make it to love. That is rarely the outcome, though, of an affair.

The problem with an affair is the infatuation is rooted in such dishonesty and secrecy and adrenaline, it rarely has any chance of moving beyond that. The relationship is based on dishonesty, which begins to eat away at the foundations of that relationship. Very few affairs can make it very long in real life because they already have the danger points built into them at the foundation.

Change Your Thought Process – The Blame is Not Yours to Take

Also, it’s not about life. The escapism that happens in infidelity is incredible. People go to great lengths to sneak around and see each other; that’s just not real, day-to-day life. That’s a fantasy life which is not sustainable, and in the end, not particularly fulfilling. It might meet a need here or there, but it can’t meet all of the needs that are necessary for a relationship. That wrecks the affair relationship.

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It’s also not about honesty. No matter how many times I’ve heard two people involved in infidelity tell me they are 100% honest with each other, I know the relationship is not rooted in honesty. With only rare exceptions, affairs happen outside of the affair partners’ values.

This points us back to what the problem is: human wiring is always for connection. We desperately want to be connected to another person in deep, intimate ways. When we’re looking for that connection, sometimes the wires get crossed and therefore when we connect, it’s inappropriate.

Instead of wanting to admit to that, it often leads to rationalization of emotions and actions. Somehow you’ve got to make the relationship acceptable. It’s well established in psychology (and in the marketing world) that people first make a non-rational, emotional, primitive decision, and then they back it up with reasons to justify it. We always believe we’re making a reasoned decision, but it’s always ruled by that non-rational, emotional, primitive choice.

Affairs happen based on non-rational decisions (and the desire to have sex with somebody else is, by the way, a primitive decision) and then we spend our time trying to justify it. We try to find rational reasons for the affair instead of recognizing that we’ve allowed our emotive, primitive side to take over the sensible side.

We’ve allowed that place of fantasy, of adrenaline, of maybe feeling lost, holding onto secrets, and needing an ego stroke to lead us to a place of cheating. And then we try to make sense of it.

Dealing with the Feeling that You’re Not Good Enough

If you’re the person who has suffered the affair, recognize that it is not about you. If you are comparing yourself to this other person, stop. It is not about comparisons because it’s not about the other person. That other person functions as an object, as a projection of your spouse’s imagination and other subconscious desires.

If you’re having an affair, recognize that you have been caught up in the process. And that process rarely goes to a healthy place when it starts with a values violation. Very few people can tell me (in a rational moment) that affairs make sense and that affairs are okay. Yet many, many people commit affairs. Many people who are good and decent spend their time living in a fantasy, driven by adrenaline because they’re trying to deal with that lost feeling. Then they create secrets that lead further down that road, all while trying to get an ego boost.

That’s a quick and painful look in the mirror or look through the window, whether you’re having an affair or whether you are dealing with a spouse having an affair.

Almost always, rocket fuel burns out; it burns hot, but it burns out. Hopefully, this knowledge will give you guidance for moving forward. The question is not really whether it will burn out, but what gets scorched along the way.

None of what you have learned will immediately remove the hurt and pain, or the confusion and excitement, of an affair. But it does give you a path through the process of recognizing the affair for what it is: an escape, a non-rational/emotional decision, and a blaze of a relationship that is untenable and unsustainable at least 99.9% of the time. Chances are very good this is true in your case, too.

We want to thank Lee Baucom PhD for allowing us to utilize this excerpt from his book, Recovering From The Affair: Your Guide To Saving Your Marriage After Emotional Or Physical Infidelity.

Be sure to check out Lee’s blog/podcast and his very popular Save the Marriage System.


    8 replies to "Lee Baucom PhD: The Common Theme That Fuels Infidelity is F.A.L.S.E."

    • Shifting Impressions

      Makes so much sense…..but I wonder how many cheating spouses are willing to face that this is what is happening. How many times do we hear someone say their situation is “different”?

      • Doug

        Probably close to zero percent of CS understand what is happening at the time – unfortunately, SI. Likewise, many BS do not understand the dynamics either – at least at first.

    • Anon

      Ever try to reason with a cheater in the depths of the affair? It’s like talking to your children – they don’t listen, the betrayed spouse doesn’t “get it” and of course the cheater believes this affair is “different”.

    • Fractured heart, wounded beat

      This was, admittedly, a rough post to read. I think for the BS, it is still painful to have been lost in the mix of the fantasy as if they did not matter. In the lowest times, this feeling of not mattering was the most damaging to my sense of self and sanity. Not so much in the height of the affair (awful at every stage but comparably in hindsight), but in the early stages when there SHOULD have been some thought of the danger in proceeding before the fantasy fully took over, before the fog became so seemingly impenetrable.

      In truth, my CH was always selfish in our relationship. He didn’t realize it, even when it was pointed out many times over the years. He was the taker and I was the giver (not trying to be pious, but I think this is true in many of our cases). I have come to realize that, while I was far from perfect and carried my own baggage in this relationship (as we all do to some extent), I always loved my husband more than myself. He, however, did not. He can admit this now. He couldn’t see it before. He didn’t see me before. He loved me but HE would always come first. One could argue that isn’t true love, right? This was due to his baggage and lack of self-esteem. His self-protection from years of crap he had accumulated. And I stayed, because of my baggage. I made excuses for him because I loved him. I thought he wasn’t capable (due to his largely emotionless upbringing) of meeting my needs for love and affection — until he gave it to someone else and I had the pleasure of reading every word he sent to build up an old whore when I wasn’t worth the effort for all these years.

      Unfortunately, he encountered a spouse poacher at work and blindly fell into her web (not excusing him but he really was that naive). She was a master manipulator and he was weak. Our marriage could have been better but it was far from bad. We weren’t connecting as often due to too many commitments and schedules that often were opposite. But we did connect still. We did text each other as often as possible. We flirted (he just became less engaged once the whore was in the picture full tilt). But the disconnect was not easily detectable because of how he had always been – guarded, stoic, etc. He did a good job of giving me just enough for things to seem normal.

      I have posted regarding our situation on other articles on this site, including some crazy posts during some of the worst of it. My husband returned home four months ago after living with his AP for about two months. I am not going to sugarcoat it – this crap is hard. There are some days that I just feel down. No specific reason, per se, just down because my entire life was unraveled this year. That said, things between us are good – probably better than ever before. Crazy, right? Well, as awful as it has been, this experience made my CH realize that he does love me. The real kind – unconditional, overwhelming, living, breathing kind of love. He now puts me first. He shows affection. He is constantly declaring his love and not in the kiss goodbye as you’re going to work “I love you” way but in a way and tone that shows he really feels it. He takes care of me. He thinks of me. He misses me. And, he tells me that. Essentially, he is feeling all the feels and communicating about it.

      We still have a long way to go. It takes very little to make me suspicious. Any change of expected plans can quickly send me down the rabbit hole. I still get triggered, although he is getting better at recognizing them and responding right away. The thoughts and images are still painful and fairly frequent. But he is remorseful – incredibly so. When I need to discuss it, he does, even though it makes him “physically ill” to think about what he did to me. There has been no contact with the AP and he states that once he ended it, he has had no feelings about her whatsoever. (Don’t think I have taken him at his word without verification.) He sees her for what she is and hates her for her part in what happened – but he also owns his blame and carries the guilt and shame of that every day.

      We have both had moments of saying that perhaps we never would’ve been able to get to this point without this horrible situation. Regarding this hell as a catalyst to a better marriage is pretty messed up, even if it is true. Just last night, I told him how much happier he’s made me with this new and improved version of himself (and he does recognize how different he now is – happier, smiling, calm, open, etc. – and others have commented on it as well) but I wish that the cost of getting the husband that I always wanted was not so high. I cannot think of a more painful price to pay in a marriage.

      The most important aspect of this turnaround, however, has been his newfound relationship with God and my renewed relationship with God. Prior to this, he was an agnostic and I was backslidden. He now realizes that life is about more than just living for oneself in the moment and I know that the love he is giving me is God’s Love shining through him. He is participating in a men’s group at church about being a real man, which is way out of his comfort zone but he says he is enjoying it.

      It is still early in this journey and I recognize that. God sure does work in mysterious ways though, doesn’t He? I don’t say that to be cliche. I don’t believe that God causes affairs to occur but I do believe that He uses these types of trials to show us who we are and who we should be. I do not think I would have survived this year without Him and I don’t think my husband would’ve ever realized that he needed God without this. He surrendered and now he gets it. That is the only way that we have overcome what we have thus far and continue to have the strength and perseverance to rebuild our marriage after this devastation. It isn’t easy but I do believe that it will be worth it.

      • Soul Mate

        Hi Fractured,

        Work spouse poachers. The most destruction little skanks in town. My husband fell prey to one of those as well. And he hates her for her part in hurting me and destroying him and repeatedly says so to this day. He has never, not once shown any mourning of her loss. He has only expressed happiness that she is finally out of his life. His words.

        I will never understand a woman who finds a cheating husband desirable. In so many ways these types are very sick individuals. My husband has repeatedly told me that she was disparate and easy, he knew it and he thought he could control her and the friendship/work relationship as they worked closely together. At first he said it was just a funny game, her flirting and texting him nasty photos of herself and he just wanted to see how far she would go. Then it wasn’t a game anymore but a complete mistake he had gone to far.

        He never left me and was relieved and ashamed when I finally found out.

        We are working on 2 years of recovery. It gets better with time.

        Peace Sister!

      • Sue

        I could have wrote this myself. It is virtually an account word for word of mine and my husbands history. I am having difficulty now though in that i recognise how much effort I put in all of those 29 years getting very little back just because I only ever saw the good in him whilst he completely overlooked me, and wonder to myself don’t I deserve better than a man who needs to be with an utterly selfish manipulative whore to realise how lucky he is to have someone who truly loved him all along? Surely I deserve better than that? He may well be the perfect husband now but at what cost to me. He had his fantasy, his ego boost, risking my life and health in the process having unprotected sex in her mother’s home. Risking his career as it was a co worker and he was her superior. Risking his autistic sons future as he simply can’t deal with change. I actually feel a fool for giving him the chance to be a better person. I should have let him go the day I found out when he told me he didn’t want me. That he was in love with her and she made him happy instead of begging him to stay. I’m sure he would have eventually realised what a poisonous woman she was but he was so deep in denial he really thought he was saving her. All she cloud say When he dumped her by phone Telling her that I had smelled her perfume on him and he’d confessed after months and months of telling him that she needed to leave her terrible husband is was “ what is she going to do about it!!!?” She was worried about what was going to happen to her marriage when her husband found out, the very one she’d told my husband she needed to leave for the past 6 months. She is still with her husband. Poor. Poor man.

        • Johnny

          Thank you. But on the other hand, the cheating spouse won’t read, this. Only, a betrayed spouse wander & wonder for an article like this.

          As for myself, I don’t know, when & how, it will end. As their relationship seem going stronger than ever.

          Even after what I am trying to do to proved how determined I am to save the marriage & our family.

      • RA

        Thank you so much Fractured Heart. I felt as if you were talking about what happened to me. Literally everything you said/described about your relationship with your husband and the AP/Work Whore describe my situation to a tee. We are still separated so I hope that my ending will be like yours. Hope all is still going well.

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