There is a very delicate topic that we have yet to address here on the blog. I’m not really sure why as the subject comes up occasionally and we get emails periodically about it. And the subject is…
What do you do when there is a child as a result of an affair? How do you handle the betrayal AND the birth of a child as a result of infidelity?
Wow! Tough situation indeed.
For some reason, we didn’t really feel that this was that common of a situation. However, after doing a little Googling on the subject, we discovered that it actually occurs more than you might think.
For some reason we forgot about two very high profile cases of this happening: Sen. John Edwards and Arnold Schwarzenegger.
Many marriages have gone on to healing and wholeness even when a child has resulted from the affair. It can be extremely difficult for any person to do but one thing that can be helpful is to work towards rising above one’s own pain and focusing on what is best for the child. After all, the child is an innocent party and deserves a good and happy life and to know his/her parents.
To be completely honest, neither of us have any experiences with this situation, but we did feel it was something that we should address. So, what we decided to do was provide you with a post that offers various points of view from a few experts and give you additional links to resources on the subject.
If this is an issue that you are dealing with, we hope this turns out to be a valuable resource for you.
When There is a Child from an Affair
by Peggy Vaughan
This situation happens more often than anyone likes to admit. The child, of course, is an innocent party in this whole experience; however, since their presence serves as an ongoing reminder of the affair, this can understandably making it more difficult to recover. Actually, trying to expand the considerations to include thinking of what’s “best for the child” can sometimes lift people out of a very narrow focus only on their own personal pain. Also, a joint effort by the husband and wife in trying to deal with this enormous challenge can serve to draw them together.
A Child Born of Adultery
by Cindy at Affaircare
We had a GREAT question asked to us on our “The Purpose of No Contact” page. It was such a great question, in fact, that I thought it would be helpful to several others in a similar situation if I wrote a post about it! Here’s the question:
“What happens when a child is born from adultery, how do you sustain the no contact rule and do what is right for the child?”
When an Affair Results in Pregnancy
by Dr.Phil
An affair can cause lasting damage to both partners in a relationship. When a child is born as a result of infidelity, what can you do to cope? Dr. Phil offers some advice:
“As a result of my partner’s affair, a child was born. I’m trying to accept this child into my life, but I really don’t know how. What can I do?”
- Don’t let your feelings about the affair reflect on your treatment of the child. The child is innocent, and had nothing to do with the actions of your partner.
- Though it may be difficult, don’t withhold affection from the child. By keeping the child at arm’s length, you are punishing him for something he didn’t do.
- Give yourself permission to own your feelings. Having feelings of anger doesn’t make you the bad guy in this situation. It’s painful to deal with an affair, and when that affair results in a child who becomes part of your life, you may feel like everything is being dumped on you.
- You may have to make the decision that you’ll work to get over this, or get out of it. Find a way to forgive — or get out.
What to Do When You (or Your Spouse) Becomes Pregnant with a Lover’s Child
by Dr. Willard Harley
Infidelity has tragic consequences. Not only does unfaithfulness itself cause untold emotional suffering for a victimized spouse, but affairs create a host of other problems, too. One example of these problems is venereal disease — when an unfaithful spouse is infected, which is often the case, the disease is usually passed on to the unsuspecting marriage partner. Another example is our topic for this Q&A column — pregnancy with a lover’s child.
The Story of Bob and Audrey Meisner
Audrey had 3-week long affair and became pregnant. They have managed to heal their marriage and Bob has adopted the son into his family as his own. They have a book, Marriage Undercover which has a strong Christian emphasis. You can watch the video below where they discuss their situation on The Christian Television Network
Forums
Here are a few forums threads dealing with when there is a child as a result of an affair:
Research
We tried to find research studies or other scholarly pieces that dealt with this issue but really didn’t have any luck. The closest we came was an article on WiseGeek regardfing a 2006 survey that found 1.7 to 3.3 percent of fathers are unknowingly raising children who aren’t their own. The study found that dads who opt to challenge the paternity of a child are far less likely to be the actual father than fathers who are confident enough not to challenge it. The percentage of fathers who are highly confident of their child’s paternity are not the actual fathers 1.7 percent of the time.
Here is a wiki on Paternity Fraud: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Paternity_fraud
A NY Times article that suggests that for men who are not sure about paternity, as many as 30% of them are proven right by DNA tests.
* We have no idea how accurate these are or the backgrounds of the authors.
That’s all we have at this time!
If you have any additional resources you’d like to share, feel free to add them below in the comment section.
Also…
Whether you are dealing with this issue in your relationship or not, we’d like to hear your opinions and advice when there is a child as a result of an affair. Please provide your thoughts in the comment section below.
We’re here to show you the right way to survive infidelity so that your marriage doesn’t become some sort of statistic.
We’ve been in your shoes and are in a unique position to put all of our experiences – both good and bad, successes and failures – and use them to help lead you out of the pain and into a better place.
132 replies to "When There is a Child as a Result of an Affair"
I think a lot of people on here are older, so maybe this doesn’t happen a lot, hopefully. In my case, I believe that once my husband has a child with another woman, I would be officially done with him. Sorry.
I agree with Gizfield. If a child was involved, I’d be gone in a flash, especially since my H and I decided before we were married that we didn’t want children. Also, I think a a paternity test should be insisted upon. Most of these AP/whores would do anything to keep the affair going, keep in contact, or use it as a way to extort money.
Definitely a paternity test. Its funny though, the male cs who find themselves in a affair, don’t believe the ow is one that sleeps around with anyone, they think they have only been with them. Until a baby is involved, then they have to see if it is theirs. My h never thought his ow would have slept with anyone while she was chasing after him, yet as I told him, she has a exh that wants her back, you supposedly didn’t give into her sexual needs, so if she is sexually frustrated and you are giving it up, then where do you think she is going to go? If not to her exh, then to someone else. Lol
One thing I had decided when I started dating after my first husbands death was that I would not date any man with minor children. I was in my 40s and was not interested in raising someone else’s children. I got pregnant and my daughter was born when I was 45. very little assistance cause my parents are dead and his were too old. So no, I would not take it on in any circumstances. Especially adultery.
My husband had no children, and indeed told me couldn’t have any. I didnt date anyone else so I never really had to decide in the real world. I know a lot of younger women who date guys with kids who have been left with the kids baby sitting while the guy was out cheating. That would really piss me off, lol.
While I agree the child is innocent and should not be punished, my first duty (and I believe his as well) would be to the four innocent children already here. Knowing how damaging the affair itself has been, and in our case dealing with his bunny-boiling, bat shit crazy whore, I would want no part of that on a long-term basis. Provided paternity was proven, support would sent as the law determined. Once the child would be of an age (18?) to establish a separate and independent relationship, I would be open to that. But the rights of a child born of deceit and adultery simply do not supersede the rights of four other children.
I definitely agree with you. The first priority should be the children that were here’s first and were not made out of deceit.
KIds are kids regardless of the decisions the ADULTS made. So there is no “these kids take priority of those kids”…don’t be a monster…
No child should suffer because your husband decided to be a slut.
My husbands skank wanted to have a child with him. She wanted to marry him, so to tie him down she also wanted a child. I think in a way, that is what would have scared my h into not sleeping with her, because he already had 6 children at home, one at the time was just 1 yr old. He apparently was so depressed that he had so many children, that he ends up “inlove” gagging as I write, with a woman that already has 3 children plus his 6 then another 1,2,3, lol, that she would have had with him, makes 10 or more. Lol. Silly bugger, it just shows he wasn’t thinking, because he was only going to get himself into more stress. He kept thinking that he wasn’t going to be handing out money to her kids, “because they aren’t his” lol, but of course he would have, because what ever he handed her, would have also went to her kids, lol. Then a new little bundle of ohhh so much joy for him, would have cost him even more of a fortune, while dishing out for his own kids he would have left behind.
My h told me at the very beginning how depressed he was having to provide for all his kids, because of course I created them all on my own, lol, and how he was working so hard trying to do it. I then told him, so your solution was to go and be with a woman that has 3 children of her own, and of course she is going to want one with you. He stopped and looked at me and said, no I’m not having anymore children. I lol and said that is what you say now, but when you marry her she will want just that to tie you together. So if I were you, I wouldn’t sleep with her until you know exactly what you want, if she is what you want, because I wouldn’t trust that she won’t do something to get pregnant with you now, just to tie you down with her. He stopped and said, I honestly never thought about it. I said to him, if your so depressed now, think about what it will be like with all those extra children, and three of which aren’t even yours. Think about it.
I think that was the best thing I could have done for him, to have him see, as he was not thinking, he didn’t think that the choice he makes could make him or break him.
I did have this conversation with my h last year, if skank had his child, then I would have made him go to her and raise that child with her, whether he wanted to or not, because I wouldn’t let another of his children suffer, because of a stupid skank and his bad decision.
He said, he wouldn’t have stayed with her, because he wanted his family, and I said well that would have been just tuff, because I wouldn’t be able to raise her child, and I certainly didn’t want her attached to me for the rest of my life, because she would now be there all the time because of the child.
This didn’t happen to me, but it did happen to a friend. Her husband had an affair with a much younger woman who – of course – had been a trusted friend in their household, and a child was the result. At first they tried to fix the marriage, but visitation to the child meant that the husband was still in contact with the whore. His wife naturally found this intolerable and the marriage fell apart. He of course resumed the affair and actually married the whore because of the child (never mind the child he and his wife already had). I think that if my h had produced a child with his whore, I would have ended the marriage right then. Others may be able to work it out, but I would not be wiling to accept a lifetime of having the child as an permanent reminder of the betrayal in my life, or always having the whore as a presence, even if the only contact with her was the child support check.
Something else to think about. The financial support he now owes the new child is essentially money stolen from any children he and the wife already have, or from the marriage itself even if there are no children. I don’t mean that the innocent child is stealing the money, because of course that child deserves support, but the husband is the thief. Unless he is extremely wealthy, every resource that goes to the whore’s child mean less resources available to the family he already has.
Am going to say something possibly controversial here.
When a woman knowingly continues an affair with a married man and when she gets pregnant, I do not believe this is an “oop-sie”. I believe that it is a very selfishly manipulative action on the part of the other woman in an attempt to get the man to leave his wife and family. The child was not conceived out of love and mutual respect. The child was conceived out of pure selfishness and manipulation without a shred of love for the child or one consideration about the child’s best interest. The child simply becomes a ‘pawn’ in the other woman’s chess game which is used as bait to get the man to leave his family.
While we can say that the mistress’s child is innocent in all of this, the man’s other children with his wife are also innocent. In the beginning he swore the oath to protect and remain loyal to his first family. When he betrays his wife by getting another woman pregnant, he also betrays his innocent children who have a much longer history with him and to whom he is duty bound.
I say shame on him and also shame on the mistress for getting pregnant. Yes, it takes two to tango. It takes two to impregnate, but I have yet to come across this type of pregnancy where it happened without intention on the mistresses part. For her to knowingly do this to a child and to use a child in such a way is wholly deplorable.
If I were in this situation– in that I found out my H is having a child with someone else, I honestly do not know what I would do. All I know is, it would be devastating, especially to our kids. But, my gut tells me, I would tell him to go with his new family while leaving me with the house, alimony and all of our assets. This would not be done out of selfishness but rather out of keeping what was supposed to belong to my kids (and to me) all along.
Yes, it is harsh, but it is likely what I would do. A precedent cannot be set where the mistress gets rewarded for getting pregnant in order to use a child as a pawn.
Too harsh? What do ya’ll think?
i agree one hundred per cent with the above…. this happened to me, brutal betrayal to me and my children…. very well put Sarah P i couldnt say it better………….. g
This is me. I am crying my eyes out not knowing where to go to for advice
I’m in the same boat as well except to put the cherry on top of the Sunday the other woman is my biological cousin who has another child by amother married man
Exactly what is happening with me. The other woman is my cousin. And I found out just last week. I’m hurt confused and my h says he doesn’t know how it happened. Especially when he always knew my cousin wanted him. Smh. Im pregnant too same time as her.
What helped me was reminding myself that regardless of what I chose to do, I would be ok in a few months or a year. You might take less or more time to get over this situation but with time the feelings fade and you’ll be able to breathe again very soon. I remember I kept telling myself that whatever I decided to do would have consequences. I could leave my husband but that wouldn’t make the pain go away immediately. It would still take time for my heart to heal. I knew that I would struggle financially for awhile if I chose divorce but in the end I would be ok. If I chose to stay now that he was finally being honest with me I knew we could fix our marriage but that it would take time too. So just take your time and take everything into consideration.
Any updates? My husband of 13yrs cheated on me with a girl he said was 18 going on 19. I came to find out she was only 16 and now pregnant. He is 36,and we have 2 kids 7 and 1. She is barely 2 mnths and does not want to abort. Her family wont press charges but that he has to be there for her and the baby. I really dont want him to be in the babys life,I feel bad thinking that way but I cannot help it. I have 2 older sons from 5 yrs before I met him and they dont know their father.
Your husband is a pedophile and he’s lucky the girl’s parents aren’t pressing charges. If I were you, I would leave him. Not only because he cheated and lied but apparently because he also has a fetish for teenage girls…That’s so disturbing that THAT reason alone doesn’t make you want to pack up and leave. Sad.
Same here. My partner has just been told by his ex, the whore who manipulated him, that she is pregnant with his child. He cheated on me and only told me he had when she became pregnant, he cheated 3 months ago and she’s only just tested now. They are going to the doctor tomorrow together to find out what the deal is with dates and scans etc. I asked to go with him and sit in the car and he said no, he’d rather do it alone. I’m already in piece’s because I warned him about his ex and still maintaining a friendship with her and now he has a child (he doesn’t want) with her. How do I even begin to process this? It’s tearing me up inside. How can I ever compete with his first child to another woman? When am I ever going to be his priority when it’s already starting now, my feelings and pain being thrown away like it doesn’t matter.
Hi Jade
Sorry to hear you are going through this! It’s such an awful pain ! I’ve been there just like many others on this post. My husband cheated on me after married for 10 years and we have an 8 year old. The girl he with is pregnant and due this month. I’m torn because he wants to be there for this kid and although I wish he would not it’s not in his heart to abandon this other kid. I know a lot of women would rather leave than stay but I see it differently…I will not allow this other skank to think she is going to separate my family! Why would I leave him and let him be a full time father to this other kid and have my kid be without his dad and family. It took me a while to realize that I’m not going to let her have what we worked for. Yes it’s going to be painful and devastating the first months because Babies need so much! But there is no joy in being trapped with a baby and much less one that was not planned. It’s not like they are going to have this beautiful bond…yes a baby brings all these emotions in the beginning but once that phase is over, reality strikes and all the stress comes!! So don’t get discouraged because trust me it’s going to be a beautiful walk in the park! However remain firm, positive and know you have an upper hand and can choose to walk away and leave him with all his drama! He should be treating you like a queen and don’t let any other skank take what you have and give them what they want!!!
I’ve just discovered I’m pregnant but miscarrying due to the stress. Turns out his ex isn’t carrying his baby and she’s lied about it, but the stress of her lies and stories has meant that I’m miscarrying a very much wanted baby. So…… it just sucks!
Jade,
I found out last week that my husband of 15 years cheated on me. He told me that they have 2 years old boy together. I’m crushed, confused, betrayed beyond belief. It is incredibly painful, at this moment I don’t even know what to do .
I agree 100%, this happened to me. The bitch actually took fertility tablets to enhance the process as she was failing to conceive. It is devastating
My husband just got another woman pregnant. Our kids are 15 and almost 17 so I won’t get much child support. What should I do? We are not legally married but live together.
Absolutely agree with every thing you wrote, I have told my dickhead hoar son this is what will happen. We have been married 47 yrs, now getting divorced why because the dickhead, has produced a child, itvtook him from the time of conception to telling me 20 months. He brought the Vietnamese hoar back to our 2 nd home it was a holiday home , in November 2016. According to him , he battled with his conscience for months , but Vietnamese hoar sent a photo of child living on dirt floor looking ill an not gaining weight because mums milk was,nt there,, so of he trips to Vietnam an has DNA an hey presto it’s his,, hoar was now either a divorce or husband is dead, this he can’t confirm as it’s all in Vietnamese lol. So he then crosses the T an dots the i an brings her back,, all sleeping together in one bed as house is cold,, now gotbair con ,, as his little girl is not going to suffer, we did though,,but that does nt compute,, his mantra on this is he will,provide every thing for this child as she is,nt going to be wiping body else’s arse. It must be lovely him 68 an her 42 ish our eldest child is 47 . 37. 35. I know all the above because when he told me , l went in to,shut down , no I didnt hit him, just shut down , and because I did,he thought l,accepted it,, I asked him one thing , to pay her maintance an put her in a flat ,, no gail this is the deal, she stays in that house , an you stay here, so one step to far, and he told me some of why wot an when’s , some was lies , as layers forget , so now he will lose half off everything,, and I don’t care a flying fuck how much it will cost him, in moneys for child an hoar or health,, why because this has cost me dearly health wise, and as for the monies, lm comfortable. So his entry an exit door is now closeing faster , and my exit door is widening.
For got to write Vietnamese hoar has 2 children, 1 age 20 ish other aged 16 ish, and her father was killed in Vietnam war, no,bruvs no,sisters,, tripped himself up again,,she speaks with her sister,, ow really, yes she wants to take Kimly back to,Vietnam , ow really , yes l,shall have to,go,, ow realy why, in case she an kimly dont come back, ow really, she,will,, as you said ,,she was a peasent living in a dirt hut,, my reply but she was,nt was she , she lived in how chi min city,, his reply no,I did,nt. say that ,,, should also have told you that dickhead hoar was still having bank statements coming here,, so,after he left, l went through every bit of paper work and added up,how much it has cost him an me to finance her an child to live in 2nd home,,his dowery was
he refurbished a brick house for her sons . And also has to post a bond for her an child with exsternal monies, hers being 30,000 an child 5,000 ,child one raising yr on yr. he an them have no health insurance ow dear , never mind , you won’t have to worry soon, your be able to buy a family one , as we had for yrs here,
So as I wrote about the door,, my shoulders have also narrowed. Our eldest child is absolutly mental an phyciacally done , she an her husband where looking after me . So now it’s for me to look after them now,,
Absolutely not to harsh. You speak nothing but the truth. This is exactly what happened in my family. The ow got pregnant on purpose and told me she did. Even took advantage of the dates of delivery and scheduled her c section on my sons 16th birthday. She said to me if he can have one son born on that day, now he can have two.
That child is nothing but a pawn. It has been 2 years and I am reaching the end of my rope on trying to make it work. I dont want this child, who i love in many ways, but i dont want his mother and ultimately him a part of my life. His mother is the worst, most manipulative whore I have ever met.
I am in this situation and I know the other woman got pregnant for spite. She did not even tell him one of her friends contacted me when she was 8 months!!!! When he called her she was cool as cucumber saying she wanted to tell him before the baby shower.
I read online that it’s best the husband has no contact with the child and marriages where husbands make that decision lasts compared to those where the husband stays in contact.
I know people like to say the child is the innocent party, however, I don’t buy into that concept. I believe the child was born as a tool of manipulation for a mother, a woman that cares about children and the child she’s carrying will never birth a child into a situation like this, causing hurt and havock.
I also believe actions have consequences and her and his selfishness was having an affair that fathered a love child, now selfishness is ensuring that child has no father. Sins of the parents fall on the children.
I’m the step mother of my husband’s 5yr old affair baby. We had his son every single weekend & a mid week night since he was three weeks old until recently. We now have him every other weekend. Husband has contact with mother as do I – I now am allowed to his birthday parties. She got pregnant by pretending she had birth control Jab as last attempt to stop us getting back together. My only struggle is reconnecting with hubby after he’s been in dad mode & the fact that sometimes I’d like to go & do my own thing instead of step mum duty. I have strong feelings for his son. Our two grown up kids have accepted him, my daughter more so. It can work. I’m fortunate that I have no concerns he’ll go back to her – she’s proved herself to be every derogatory name I ever called her ….literally. I now pity her. I honestly can’t say if I had the chance would I turn the clocks back & him not have been born & im grateful for that because to me it shows the lil boy has brought something special to my life. It wasn’t easy, it nearly killed me but here I am all positive & shit. I hope this helps someone. This is not meant to be a reply to Dedee -I just couldn’t find where to post my take on it.
My situation went down very similar to yours. My H has become such a great partner since we overcame everything, but I ask you. Do you think it got and will continues getting easier over the years? I feel like im at a place where I am happy, but every time my stepdaughter comes over I somewhat feel the betrayal and it takes me some hours or so to get past the feeling. I just want to know if you find that it does get even easier (even if its slowly but surely). It has gotten a lot easier for me, but I almost feel like I reached the end point of easier. and it got as easy as its going to get. Has your feeling gone away almost completely? or do you think it will/wont?
That’s so reassuring – thank you for posting. The maintaining contact is sending me over the edge on a far too frequent basis. The woman is just awful and hates me! As if I was the one interfering in her marriage. I’m prepared to tolerate her for the sake of the little one who is just lovely, but, get this, she won’t have it! I don’t think he is doing enough to stand united with me but hey, who am I to know anything – so much self-doubt results from this awful betrayal. It’s so hard to deal with.
thank you for sharing- i am struggling with this situation as we speak- and your response is the only one that has touched my heart! so thank you for sharing.
I appreciate this response. Thank you sharing.
I believe this as well. My husband of 10yrs cheated and the night he told me I straight up told him he needs to decide. He either goes no contact, sends a check once a month or whatever, and we might still have a chance to save our marriage, or he decides to go ahead and have this new family and I take our child and leave. He’s decided on the latter. He says the other woman doesn’t want any money from him, just wants her child to have a sibling. Now this woman knew about me and our son, and apparently got it in her head that my husband would leave me for her (I’m sure he gave her that assumption too) and the way he tells it she got pregnant on purpose. I told them they were both selfish and irresponsible assholes and I wanted nothing to do with her or her child. She’s been trying to reach out to me but I’ve blocked her number, even asking my sister-in-law to convince me that her child deserves a family and I shouldn’t deny him that. Now my husband says he wants to do whatever he can to save our marriage because he’s realized he wants to be a good husband and father, and his “family values” won’t allow him to turn his back on us or this other kid. I laughed in his face because if he cared at all about our family in the last 10yrs he wouldn’t have cheated in the first place and wrecked our relationship. Now he’s all down in the dumps because I told him last night I no longer need him, trust him, or depend on him. I want him to be a good father to our child, but I don’t see him as a husband anymore and idk if that will change. I’ve been working on my own credit, I’ve saved money, and I’m ready to buy a house in a better school district. He’s upset because for years we’ve wanted to buy a house together but I’ve taken the initiative to do it on my own. Had he just gone no-contact we wouldn’t be in this mess. Had he not cheated we wouldn’t be in this mess. It’s screwed up he chooses NOW after he’s already done me so dirty that he wants to be better. I’ve forgiven him for whatever before because we were young but he should’ve learned better this late in the game. I honestly don’t care if the other child grew up without him, that’s his mother’s fault. If he were to track us down 16yrs later and beg to know why his dad wasn’t there then I would be the one to tell him EXACTLY what happened. I spent years thinking about my husband’s happiness and not my own so now I’m thinking about what’s best for me and my kid.
I am going through exactly what you wrote. What you wrote is what I have I’ve been wanting to to say but never had the right words to express. I am a born again Christian and I have asked God to be with me through this trial in our lives. My Husband and I still together but it is very difficult daily thoughts of the baby who is 5 months now and the woman refuses to let him see the baby unless it’s at her house brush’s hates me and would never let the baby come to our home. My H not on the birth certificate so he has no rights. I know my husband wants to see the baby but doesn’t want to hurt me anymore than what he has already. I’m so confused and so so hurt and not sure what to do anymore. My kids are 19 and 16 boy and girl and we are all devastated from this. All I can do is ask for prayers and listen to God
I would like an update on where your relationship stands now please. My husband of 20 years has just connected with a child he had 19 years ago when our son was only a year old. Apparently , he’s known about her all this time and been absent for most of her life. I heard rumors and whispers at family gatherings about her in the past, but he denied it repeatedly. A few times I saw texts on his phone between he and her mother regarding the daughter. I’m pretty sure he carried on an affair off and on for at least 5 years with this woman. I guess i turned a blind eye and I regret it with all of me. Fast forward to now, he reached out to her( daughter) December 2021 because I found out I was adopted last year as well and had an extremely hard time processing it . Between trying to find out who my bio father was by testing 6 brothers and adopted mother denying the whole thing, it took a massive toll on my very being. He claims that triggered the need to reach out to her. He’s met with his daughter a few times since then but not mentioned it. It was my 22 yr old son who told me only because he thought I knew. I feel so betrayed and hurt by everything that is going on right now. While I understand it’s not the child’s fault, the thought of him possibly having contact with her mother who he carried out a years long affair feels like it’s literally ripping my organs out of me. I’ve asked him to leave and he won’t. He claims he loves me and only me. He has changed completely about 10 years ago, attending church, Christian missionaries to different countries and family oriented, but all that is completely erased to me because of our current situation. I don’t know what to do, every time I see him , I just think of every single time he’s hurt me, the devastation he’s caused in me and the feeling of utter worthlessness that has consumed me. I had a hysterectomy 4 years ago, and put on about 30 pounds due to hormonal imbalance which has made my self esteem at it’s all time low which doesn’t help either. I don’t know if I will recover from this emotionally. While we are living together with our children, 12 girl , 22 male we are not on speaking terms . I wish he would leave, but at the same time I want him to stay . I wish I wasn’t going through this and it hurts so much. I even started therapy last week just to deal/cope with this.
My significant other just told me about his affair as well as other woman being pregnant. I’m assuming she is 2-3months, long story short he got me pregnant and just told me last night claims “ no woman should have more than me” he has a child before we got together, I had a child before getting together, we have a child together, now this affair baby who’s growing and my 4wk preggo self. I never felt so defeated, depressed, anger… I don’t know how to deal, I just know I want my emotions turned off, I don’t want to see or speak, eat, and not do anything. All he can is “ I’m sorry, I’m sorry im putting you through this”. I don’t even know if I want this child because it just seems like a guilt- baby. Luckily we’re not married, but it hurts like how do explain why there’s a couple months difference in kids?! The gossip and whispers from family. I feel so defeated like there is no running from this. I wanted one more child since im in 30… a little boy cause I have two girls I gave birth to, but now I just wanna forget about it and be by myself. I’ve been hurt too many times. Im losing hope in men and humanity. My kids know nothing and just happy as can be, my dog on the other hand knows something is wrong, I have no one else, no friends no close family, just my dog. And I know I would never because I love my kids wayyy too much but me taking my last breath sounds very peaceful at the moment.
Absolutely agree that she did it on purpose to win the man which is a wholly irresponsible, selfish in the extreme and not in the best interests of the child. I’m in this situation as the also ‘innocent’ betrayed partner. Adults as well as children are also capable of being the innocent party which is missing in any of the expert advise above. I wouldn’t dream of withholding love from the child who is adorable but the mother wants the child to have nothing to do with me and everything to do with my husband. STILL manipulating and destroying others’ lives. Infuriating cow!
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I actually had an adult acquaintance who was born out of such a situation. She is in her mid-40’s now. She is a French woman. Anyhow, long ago, her mom was willingly the mistress of a married man and intentionally got pregnant with my acquaintance in order to get the man to leave his family. (The woman’s mom has told her the backstory many times painting herself as the victim… just sick, eh?)
Well, the man did not leave his wife and was not even legally required at the time to provide his mistress with child support. Who suffered the most? Well, it was my acquaintance since her own mom was too lazy to get a job and they lived off of whatever money the married man could pilfer per month under the radar and send their way. So, there was never enough food, heat in the house, or clothing. Her mom was an emotional cripple and my acquaintance was parenti-fied by her mom and had to be her emotional crutch.
Eventually her mom died of cancer, my acquaintance moved from France to the Caribbean, and to this day, even though she lives with a man who has a heart of gold, she refuses to accept his pleas to get married and she refuses to have children. Her own pain is too great and she believes that if she were to get married and have children, she would be overwhelmed. Fortunately her boyfriend is patient and sticks with her– he really is a nice man.
If I were her, all I could say is, “Gee, thanks, Mom!” (Sarcasm). I mean really, if her mom were still alive, what kind of Mother’s Day card could you buy for such a person?? I can think of a few insulting ones, but nothing from the Hallmark store seems to capture the essence of such a relationship. Maybe Hallmark needs to come up with a section titled:
“The Messed Up Family Section” complete with cards that fit the bill. (Although I am betting they would get more business from that section than they ever anticipated).
Sarah, it really is a move the ow takes on, to get the h to leave his w and children. I know, it is exactly what the ow wanted to do in my situation. I know if my h had actually made that step of getting into a physical affair with her, there would have been no hope for him, she would have made sure she got pregnant. I am sure she would have known, that it would be the one thing that had more of a chance of having me leave my h, than anything else she would try and do.
It also would have had my h tied to her more than ever. For a bs to want nothing more than to have the ow out of their life for good, and to have that not ever being the case due to a child being born out of infidelity, it is just a contestant reminder to the bs, the w that is willing to stand by her h, in such circumstances, well, let’s just say, she would be more stronger than I would ever imagine. That constant reminder of all that heartache staring you in the face everyday, feeling like the healing would never happen.
The ow and her offspring, it would be so devastating to have them take anymore from my children, than what they already have. Everything we have built together, my h and I, was for our children, to have her or her children, claim any part of it, would just infuriate me. My h and I know, what we have is our children’s, it goes to our children, we can’t take it with us when we are gone.
At the beginning of the ea, my h told me, I will never sleep with her while I am married to you, you need to believe that.
Then he told me how the ow wanted him to tell me that she had slept with him, so I would leave him alone. He told her, that he would not tell me that he had slept with her, when it wasn’t true. Of course she didn’t like his response.
So yes, if she had gotten her way, at getting him to get physical, with her, I am quite certain she would have made sure she became pregnant, just to keep my him. Some are just that desperate.
And Sarah, just like your acquaintance, it is the children that suffer the most. It was not their choice to be born in such circumstances, and their arrival should have been one of joy and love, as well as excitement, not out of being used as a pawn to get what the want. All children need to come into this world as a celebration to their life, and unfortunately in these circumstances these little ones just have so much sadness and conflict associated around their birth, that it is very sad, and no matter how much the bs, know that it wasn’t the child’s fault for being born out of infidelity, it is also very hard for the bs, to open up their heart and arms to this child, but we can only imagine the pain that the bs goes through, and the torment the bs will out themselves through just trying for the sake of the child.
The ow should be ashamed of themselves to want to bring a child into the world, through. Such a despicable way, one that is not even thinking of the child they are bringing into the world, as for the cs, they should be ashamed for even allowing it to happen in the first place. So many lives are hurt from the start, yet the consequences of their actions just don’t even come into play until it’s too late.
This was a situation we had a very real possibility of facing, as in the aftermath of the affair, my partner realised with a lot more clarity how stupid he had been, just sexually (let’s not go there with the other crimes we can hang on his stupidity!) He realised that she was TRYING to get pregnant when he was in the “process” of ending it (ahem! shouldn’t you not sleep with them anymore?) and we waited. After all, we learnt that the child seh already had was conceived by stealing sperm from a used condom! Scary. He didn’t even use condoms with her, but he was no longer ejaculating in her, we all know that does not prevent conception, and she could have turkey basted, lol. We had to wait to see if this was how it was going to play out. I knew the last date they had sex, so I counted down, I figured if we heard nothing about a baby within the next five months, we were probably in the clear. We were lucky, she was in her 40s and we since found out she had chlamydia, so was probably not as fertile as she may have been ten years earlier, lol!
This is how I processed all of that. I had no idea if it would end “us” or not – I think in all probability it may have done, even if not immediately. I decided that if there was a child, it would be my children’s brother or sister, and there was no way around that. I also decided that it was not the child’s fault, if we stayed together, it wasn’t out of the realm of possibility that we may apply for custody! I know, sounds crazy, I know two women who are raising mistress’s children, one without the father in her life, she is AWESOME and her son (she has adopted him) is doing very well without a deadbeat mum and dad. I think the only reasonable way of coping is to acknowledge your children’s half-siblings hard as that may be, and to treat them as you would any of their dearest friends.
You know Paula, I doubt if my h ow had become pg with his child, that she would have handed it over to us to raise. It would have been just a tool for her to use to keep my h in her life.
Yet I think to even consider staying with the h if his mistress had his child, and to even be able to open your arms out to this child, the shock of it all, had to be out of the way, before one can accept there is a child.
As I said earlier, the w,who can overcome that, and stay with the h, is definitely a strong person.
The women you know and have raised the children of the mistress, they are very wonderful strong women.
Paula,
You are a much stronger and more forgiving person than I could ever be.
Here is a question– if it had happened and you now had the OW’s child as a member of your family, how could you get past the anger and the daily reminder that the child standing in front of you was a result of the ultimate betrayal?
I think a higher power must’ve intervened here and said no more children for such an unfit mother. (I am referring to the OW here.)
Sarah, I honestly think my heart would break over and over again, if my h had a child with the ow. His first initial complaint about me after his ea started, and even what he told the ow, was he had too many children and he was stressing about paying for them all.
So for him to have been so careless by getting her pregnant, would have been a stab to the heart, for me as well as his children. Funny though that he didn’t even consider the fact that she wanted his child. He knew he didn’t want anymore, but we all know, if he married her, and she was still of child bearing age, then a child would have been created.
Also the ow, she would have tried anything to have what she wanted. I remember my h saying how she was a hypocrite because she would complain to him that we had all these children, and how stupid I was, then in the next breathe she would tell him of her plans of wanting more kids, on top of her three.
Oh man.
This is something I think of time to time and one of the few things I am thankful of that didn’t happen during their stupidness.
I don’t even want to put energy into thinking about what if, but I’m pretty sure that would be my cue to split.
It’s difficult enough to recover from an affair, but having a child as a constant reminder? Too mush for this wife.
Hi Strength,
The fact that your H said his 6 kids stress him out and then never connected the fact that his OW was trying to intentionally get pregnant is incredible. Obviously because of the other woman, his IQ dropped 50 points. (Sarcasm). If I were you I would have been so ticked off if she conceived a child. It would have added insult to injury. Thank goodness she did not.
But it makes me wonder if the stress he felt because of kids made him vulnerable to an affair. I have noticed that so many men require that their wives have children. But then several children later they do not want to be present to raise them. That is, they hit the golf course or stay late at work or even choose to travel extensively for work. I am not saying this is your husband– just saying that it sounds like he might not have been prepared for the incredible emotional and time investment that comes with having a large family.
Do you have relatives that can babysit so that you two can go on dates?
Hi Sarah, you know something, at the beginning of the ea, it was my fault for us having so many children, it was something the ow used to help my h feel like he was doing the right thing being with her, because your damaged you for having so many children. The fact is, my h has always been a great dad, such a wonderful provider etc, so,when his business hit hard times, he began to stress and get depressed, the more harder he worked, because the economy took a turn for the worse, so of course our business started to suffer, and my h felt like a bit of a failure, (yet by all means he wasn’t failing anyone). Midlife started to hit him, he had such plans he wanted to accomplish, and it just seemed to be more out of reach. So his self esteem dropped, just as the ow decided to come back into our lives, she needed so,done to,help her, he felt good helping her out, because he didn’t need to focus on what was really happening, acted like all was ok with me, but of course once overseas, he literally lost the plot. She made sure that he understood that it was my fault he was suffering, and that I didn’t deserve him. So which is where she used the amount of children we have as being the reason for all his problems.
Yet there is sometching about my h, he loves his family, he is lost without them, so he was quite low for her to drag him down further and have him feel like the kids and I didn’t deserve him, that he is just a paycheque. That is what he started to believe.
Yet on his arrival home, when he ended up separating from us for a month, he just became even more depressed because he missed his family so much.
Now he hates being apart from us, and when he is home, the younger 4 children as two are adults, just hang off of him, and he loves it. Now the ow, all i can say is she tried, tried to break his family, and tried to replace his family with her own, yet it didn’t work. Yet it really would have been a kick in the teeth, if he had of had a child with her, after him at the beginning blaming me for the amount of children we had. Funny though, he would have just left from the pot to the fire if he ended up staying with her. Not sure how he would have coped, knowing he did that to himself.
Strength,
The OW here is really messed up. I would say narcissist-borderline-sociopath. She has qualities that cross over all three categories. I really hope he never gets roped in to speaking with her again. The reason I say that is because women like this will intentionally manufacture all kinds of bait or false obligations in order to drag a man back to the dynamic.
If I were you, I would get a restraining order. Do you have one?
Sarah, I would love to put a restraining order on her, but my h won’t, because ATM she only tries to contact him once over a few months, and is getting less as time goes on. He seems to think she is letting go, also if she is trying to call him, she will only call on a private number so he doesn’t know she is calling, yet my h doesn’t always answer private numbers and if he does get a call from a private he waits for them to leave a message and he calls back that person, yet occasionally he answers and she gets through. So really we don’t know how often she tries to contact him, and even if she doesn’t go past his place of work in the hopes of catching him. He hasn’t seen her, but it doesn’t mean she hasn’t tried.
Yet I have told my h if she doesn’t stop, then he needs to get a restraining order against her. So I guess we will see. I actually wanted to talk to a solicitor about her using our surname, yet all I think of, is not pushing her to change it legally. So I just keep my eyes open.
Honestly Sarah, who just leaves a marriage, and isn’t even divorced and starts chasing another man and making arrangements to get married and have a child with him, and the divorce hadn’t even finalised with her husband at the time. Yet also the man she was chasing hadn’t left his wife or even divorced his wife and wasn’t planning to. It just doesn’t seem to me like a normal rational behaviour a person would do.
My goodness- this sound so similar to what I’m dealing with right now.. this woman, if that is even the term that is appropriate, had 3 children of her own already. Her oldest out of the house before 18 because she was a little brat. A widow who I befriended, helped her take care of her kids. My husband was always a good father to our own FIVE- yes count them FIVE. Amazing children- always felt terrible that he worked so hard to take care of us all financially. Then his father died- this horrible woman, backhandedly flirting with my husband, all the while professing her undying love for her dead husband- no one could replace her “Felix”. It totally blindsided me that my husband fell for it hook line and sinker- fast forward 3 years- 1 “ accidental” miscarriage. 2 accidental pregnancies. An affair that blew apart a 20+ year marriage, 25+ relationship. Now here we are, states away from this horrible woman and he’s on the hook for taking care of these children that I believe were deliberately planned by her. We agreed we would try to rebuild but she is always in the background. We are already strapped financially. She is sitting on a substantial amount of money from her dead husband that she refuses to use to care for these children. Every week he pays- new one due in less than a month. Always pleading poverty. Blaming him, and ME for her children not having a relationship with their father. He doesn’t seem to see what a liar she is. Feels every thing she says about the child is true, all info about pregnancy true, despite all the lies she has repeatedly told him. I love my husband- we spent many years building a beautiful family. Yes, he really was a fool, but I believe this woman to be positively DIABOLICALLY cruel. I’m so sorry for those children too. But what about mine? What about, dare I say it, ME? If we are to work it out, where do my feelings fit in? Am I wrong to fit ahead of these children who were born out of selfishness on the part of them? Is it not MORE cruel to not remove himself from their dynamic? Or file for full custody and jet them be raised by a mother who isn’t intent on ruining other people’s lives?
Yes, you are wrong. When you marry someone you say for better or worse. This is your “worse”. Deal or leave. The kids—yours AND hers, should be the priority.
These are kids wtf is wrong with you…? Be angry with your piece of sh*t husband.
Wow! While I put myself out there for this, I’m really surprised at the insensitivity of your comment. I doubt you have personally experienced what it is like to go through something like this, and if you have- obviously you have a wildly different perspective than I. I was looking for support. You don’t really know anything about me, or my life. I want what is best for everyone in this situation. That said, what if its better for ALL the children to keep the irresponsible people apart? ALL children deserve decent parents. Up until this person came into our lives, my husband was a good man, who loved our children. We BOTH loved her children too and wanted to see good things for them . I don’t think you should comment “they’re kids, wtf is wrong with you…?” Wow! All of the kids have ALWAYS been my priority. They are the reason she didn’t get incarcerated for attempting to break into my house when she was at the height of her stalking behavior. I gave a snapshot of my life – I think you are unkind to take such a judgmental attitude towards someone you know nothing about, who is struggling and looking for some advice in a situation that Most people have no idea how to navigate in. Many of us don’t have access to resources that can help. Sometimes family won’t or can’t help. So there are forums like these. People don’t come here to be judged or shamed because they are desperate to have someone who understands them, or their circumstances. If there was ever a time when someone should be treated with some understanding and insight, this would be it. I think if you can’t articulate a better response than yours, maybe you should refrain from speaking on the matter. I think, based on you username, that you probably specialize in picking on people in a forum like this, or others perhaps, in order to feed some desire to make people feel like garbage because they aren’t as clever as you seem to be, or to find some relevance that makes you superior to strangers who know nothing about you either. Shame in ANY of this matter is NOT mine to shoulder. So next time you want to offer something- please think about whether it’s helpful or not-
Melislost
I’m sorry you were so unnecessarily attacked on this site. You responded with so much grace.
My heart aches for you. There are no easy answers to any of it that’s for sure.
Thank you so much for your kindness! I really was shocked at such a cruel and judgement response. It still hurts me when people say and think terrible things about the man that has loved and cared for his family for as long as my husband has. This person took advantage of a man who had just experienced the loss of his father, he was deeply conflicted and made some horrible judgement calls. No one is perfect, and I don’t believe all people who get involved in situations like this are “ pieces of shit”. My husband most certainly is not. We are both hurting and are up against horrible odds. This woman is a never say die, win at all costs. She has no conscience and no empathy for anyone but herself. If she was willing to allow a mediator to handle the exchange of information about the children- this would be an entirely different matter. This is why I believe it would be more beneficial for him to stay out of their lives until their mother doesn’t have to be so involved. Right now she’s insisting that she has to be involved in all communication with the child- I see no reason to believe it will be different for the next one either. We don’t have money for lawyer, barely enough for child support. But of course, that makes him a “deadbeat dad”. How can he be any kind of real father in these circumstances? And what of her? She has access to a large amount of money but hides it so she can continue to accept social services such as food stamps and Medicaid. Insisting that he is pretending “they” don’t exist. By “ they” she means HER and the children, she is angry that SHE is being ignored. What right has she to be a part of MY family. If we adopted those kids- I would take care of them as my own, I would NEVER treat them with unkindness, as it is not their fault they were created under such bad circumstances, nor to someone who would use them as a bargaining chip, or as something she uses for her OWN selfish gain. She got pregnant only because she knew my husband was a a good father who would never deliberately treat an innocent child badly. It was a trap, and that is diabolical and wickedly hurtful to ME, MY children, HER own children. She shows a gross disrespect for the man she claims she “loves” as well as her own children and mine. So I will not tolerate someone judging me as a bad person. Of all of the people in this triangle- I lied to NO one.. he lied only to me, she lied to everyone.. I have been a good mother, friend and wife for over 20 years- I want to save my family and give my husband the chance to redeem himself so he can tack together some sort of relationship with his own children, the rest of his extended family, many dear and close friends that we and that woman shared with us, those children as well. She doesn’t want those things, not even from herself, or her own family..
“I’m so sorry for those children too. But what about mine? What about, dare I say it, ME? If we are to work it out, where do my feelings fit in? Am I wrong to fit ahead of these children who were born out of selfishness on the part of them? Is it not MORE cruel to not remove himself from their dynamic?”
You need to go to therapy, because I promise you the blame doesn’t lie with the children and by your language (as much as you are trying to convince yourself) you ARE NOT placing equal blame on the OW AND your husband. The OW didn’t make vows to you. Your husband did. Your husband invited this woman into your shared life. And now there are children involved. Clearly none of you have compassion for each other. You aren’t the point. The kids are the priority and I will say it again and again.
I actually do have personal experience. My daughters father lived in my state for several months and we started seeing each other. He lied to me about his marital status (divorced—he said). MEANWHILE unbeknownst to me…back in his home state he has a wife and child. Before I found out the truth, this man was talking about eloping, moving permanently to my state, bringing his other kids out here etc. During our time together I became pregnant. As soon as I found out the truth, and told him I was NOT interested in a relationship and that he WOULD be responsible for our child, his attitude changed. He and his wife suddenly became Batman and Robin and I was the villain who “ruined” their “marriage”. My child was an “affair child”, which is funny considering both people would have to be aware there was an affair going on for one to be had…no? Regardless—their feelings toward me and the lies they told themselves to save their sorry excuse for a marriage were not my concern, my daughter was. I was willing to see a mediator and figure out how to facilitate a relationship between them, myself and our child—for the sake of all the children. I was accused of trying to “take him” from his wife and their daughter by the guise of desiring he have a relationship with his child. Of course, all was forgiven by his wife when it came to his behavior. But the innocent party? 100% innocent, no choice to be born into this? My daughter. I had unprotected sex. I did NOT consent to have sex with a married man. And their selfishness keeps my child from her siblings, her father and an entire side of her family she will never know. To even suggest that keeping them apart is “better” is cowardly talk. Because it’s better for you? Because it makes you sad ): These kids will grow up and know the truth one way or another. They will be DEVASTATED by that. Any woman who cannot hold her husband accountable for the children he creates—regardless of the circumstance, or else leave, should be ashamed of herself. I place my child first in everything I do.
You asked if it was wrong. I answered. It’s wrong. And it’s obviously a very hard truth for you. If you don’t want that, and you want someone to pander to you—go to your friends and family.
“ I’m really surprised at the insensitivity of your comment”
And I’m sickened by your lack of true empathy for these kids and the trauma they are experiencing at the hands of your husband. Because let’s be honest—if he would’ve been an honorable man, a loyal husband—he would’ve told this woman to get lost. I don’t care what kind of “heartbreak” he was dealing with and how “weak” he was and how she “took advantage” of that. So many people go through their own issues and don’t choose to cheat.
I don’t feel bad for your husband. In fact, the OW and the problems he has with her are the consequence of cheating while married. And everything you’re dealing with is a consequence of putting your feelings first rather than 1) leaving and/or 2) prioritizing these kids. Give up your frantic need to feel like you’ve won and I promise you whatever this other woman does or says will not matter. Because your purpose and energy will be shifted to the children.
Make NO mistake, they are both to blame, yes, but she was NOT lied to. She knew what she wanted and went after it, so your experience is NOT the same. Desperate? Yes I am! Desperate to save my family- one that was intact for over 20 years before this woman came into our home. She came, CONTINUOUSLY, into my home when she KNEW that he was becoming interested. She was supposed to be MY friend, so YES, she broke my trust as well. I’m sorry that the man you got involved with lied to you, and you didn’t know he was married when you got involved with him, but this was NOT the case in this situation. I have much sympathy for women who get involved with men they DON’T know are married. THIS woman DID know. What I didn’t know was that for the years I was helping her- feeding her and HER CHILDREN 6-7 days a week, she was hiding over $30,000 dollars and played poverty.. she accepted my hospitality, and when she saw that my husband had the skills to get involved in a business venture that fixed it so she wouldn’t have to support her children- she pounced! Her children were close friends with my children- MY CHILDREN lost too. You may have been more honorable that the OW in my situation- but I was there and I saw what SHE did- NOT YOU! YOU KNOW NOTHING ANOUT ME- so don’t you dare tell me I haven’t held my husband accountable- you have NO Idea what I did on MY part to make it possible for him to do right by that child- THAT woman cannot be trusted, and yes- good people CAN and ARE taken advantage of by unscrupulous people- as your case proves.. YOUR situation IS NOT the same- But don’t you dare accuse me of being a bad person for doing exactly what you did- fight for your children and your family I’m sorry – I will no longer visit this forum again so as not to insult YOUR experience…
You’re really missing the point. Which is not you. Your husband made the choice to ruin your marriage. Don’t bring that down on the kids. Regardless of his or her decisions. If you choose to stay married to him, that’s an unfortunate consequence you’ll have then, having to deal with her. Let it go or don’t. Because the children are here and the past cannot be changed.
I kind of understand where MeliisLost is coming from. Of course the H is going to have to take responsibilities for the child or children in her situation, well is suppose to do it. She is angry cause the OW knew he was married. It’s like I’ve said before a man is always going to be a man and you know a man will always flirt or talk or just something supposedly innocent is said or done, but to me I think if a woman and I mean a good woman knows if a man is married even though how much a man says that there marriage is falling apart, the woman will not ever pursue it. I There have been many men that have come on to me and I would never pursue it cause they are married and that’s cause they know that I’m married. I’m in the same situation with my husband. My husband and I were at our lowest in our relationship. I was depressed and I guess you can say I was not paying attention to my husband. And it was to the point where I was telling him to leave and just other situations were going on with us. And from what I gather now, him and a coworker of his got close and he cheated. Then she was asking him if he was gonna leave me and what was he going to do. He flat out told her he was never going to leave me. When I found out about the infidelity he had her transferred to another store and completely stopped talking to her. Well low and behold 4 months later she came out and told him she was pregnant and what is he going to do. My husband told her that he will take responsibility but doesn’t want anything to do with her. It’s been 3 months later and he has had no contact with her. Of course when this baby comes he will do what he has to and once it’s a little older we will see about visitation or figure something out. Of course there is going to be a mediator cause the OW will have no contact with my H. My thing is we were in a very bad place at that moment and this OW knew he was married and I have met her a couple of times, so to be honest I blame her as much as I blame my H. She is just as much to blame as my husband. I don’t know but to me I feel like there is a woman code and if you know a man is married just lay off unless he gets a divorce for sure. This OW was in my problems/business where she had no right to be in. I know there are other men who just flat out lie to the OW and say they are not married or their divorced or separated and that’s very unfortunate. But yes, your right the H does have to take responsibilities but yes you do have to understand the Wife also being upset and bitter especially when the wife has been there always. Of course the wife is gonna want to try to work it out because that’s her family. I can understand if the H didn’t want anything to do with the wife anymore then Of course let the H go, But if the husband doesn’t want to leave I think you have to try. And it’s unfortunate but true most of the time the OW is left by themselves raising a kid alone. And in some situations like mine it’s what they deserve. Like the OW in my situation she was living in a fantasy world thinking he was going to leave me to be with her. He never left me when we were at our lowest in our marriage. But believe me my husband is paying for it also. We have been going to therapy and believe it or not our relationship has gotten so much better in All aspects. Communication, mentally, physically, intimacy. It sucks cause it had to take this for us to get back to where we were but we are working on it. But like in my situation I will never forgive Or give a rats ass about the OW cause she knew he was married and she had no respect for herself for messing with a married man so I am never giving her any respect. She is scum in the crack of my shoes. The difference between her and my H is my husband has a family that cares for him and is willing to work things out especially when he doesn’t want to leave us and the OW was trying to break my family and take my husband and it was never going to happen, so now she is paying the consequence of being alone and taking care of a child by herself. Oh and I forgot to mention she has three other kids from different fathers.
Sarah P very well said, i agree wholeheartedly with you…. i was the victim of my h having an affair or double life as it really was with a work colleague and she had a child or alledgely a son from this affair….. they were still together on and off 20 years later… i have three children myself with my h and all i can say is that the shock of finding out six years ago and the lies he told me leave you numb till you go to your grave………………g
It’s interesting to me that a whore could get herself pregnant, and if she decided to have an abortion then the married man would have NO say in that decision. Even if he wanted the child. Even if he and his wife were willing to adopt and raise the child. He would have no legal rights or recourse whatsoever. Yet, if she decides to get pregnant and keep the child suddenly he not only HAS rights, he has legally enforceable obligations to this child. Call me crazy, but this double standard does not sound right. If you want to say its your body and your choice, then stick with that even when things don’t go entirely your way.
My children were carefully and responsibly planned. Born into a marriage with sound resources, and toe loving and committed parents. Thank God we never had to deal with an other child. But if we had, I would feel no obligation whatsoever beyond what the law forced. What a child deserves is would be largely irrelevant to me at this point. Unfortunately children are born every day to drug addicts, alcoholics, poverty stricken families, inner city crime, and all manner of horrible situations. It isn’t fair and they don’t deserve it. But their mother chose to get pregnant. Even if that choice was by the default of not using birth control. I have yet to read of an OW getting pregnant by pure chance.
That’s sick that you think that way. A child is a child no matter the circumstances of conception. My daughter was conceived when her father LIED about his marital status. I didn’t find out the truth until after I was pregnant. She was not planned but she is 100% wanted. And his bitter wife, who thinks much the way you do, can keep him. Even if she had left I wouldn’t want him. Once a cheater, always a cheater. Men who cheat and who can abandon ANY of their children are disgusting. A woman who can support that without feeling sick to her stomach looking at him every day is just as disgusting. My daughter deserves a relationship with her father just like his other children, including the one they share. Anything less and he’s still a deadbeat and she’s a woman supporting a deadbeat. I stopped feeling sorry for her when she made it clear she blamed me for his infidelity and not terminating my pregnancy out of consideration for their crumbling marriage. I stopped feeling sorry for her when her hostile attitude toward my unborn child became apparent. Babies are innocent. Her husband is not. She, as a result of supporting something as unnatural as “no contact” with his own child, is not. People like you are sad.
Your daughter deserves better than you and her father have given her. No child deserve to known that their creation was from dishonesty, immoral character, bad judgement, lies, deceit, lust and distruction of others. You can’t make someone be a parent just because you want it. If you get pregnant from an adulteress affair the most you can expect is financial support. You’re hurting, but so is everyone you and the married man put and in this situation. You and him made a terrible mistake. Love your child and after the healing of this situation just maybe EVERYONE can move forward to an inclusive family. One more thing, stop calling him a deadbeat if he is financially supporting the child and give the wife a break. She’s hurting and probably trying help find the best solution for all. Lastly, be thankful you are not in her shoes. Be Blessed
“Your daughter deserves better than you and her father have given her. No child deserve to known that their creation was from dishonesty, immoral character, bad judgement, lies, deceit, lust and distruction of others. You can’t make someone be a parent just because you want it. If you get pregnant from an adulteress affair the most you can expect is financial support.”
Do you not know how to read? Her father lied about his marital status=I didn’t know I was sleeping with a married man…He was in my state for several months for work. If he wasn’t at work, he was with me. My daughter does deserve better than him. And you clearly have no experience trying to get financial support from a narcissistic sociopath. It took over a year. And he fought me every step of the way. And once it was ordered, he tried to get it lowered. So yah, he’s a deadbeat and you can step off your high horse. She chooses to stay with a many who has cheated in her multiple times—I would not make that choice, so I don’t need to be grateful I’m not in her shoes. She stays for financial security and to feel like she’s “won” something and that I’ve “lost” something. She’s a coward just like he is. He has 5 kids and only sees 2 (the ones he lives with) and 1 during the summers that he shared custody with. They both deserve each other, two peas in a pod.
Bottom line—I didn’t consent to sleeping with a married man. But I took responsibility for not using protection and I’m raising my daughter, alone. Thank God. He has been forced to do the bare minimum and it counts for absolutely nothing because of that sad fact.
Yes the child is innocent. But no one thinks of the wife. If anyone should feel sorry for is for the wife. This is a hurt that is just unimaginable. Men are always going to be men. There is not one man out there that is perfect and if anyone says there is that’s a lie. I myself have been hit on by married men so many times but I would never ever be with a married man even if his marriage was in the dumps. To me that is being a real woman not to mess with a married man. Hasn’t anyone heard of Karma and what comes around goes around. And it is true. Of course there is consequences for the man but if you are in a marriage for so long and if the husband is willing to work things out with you and loves you, there is a possibility things can work. But yes of course I do believe that if a child is born of course the man needs to do his duties and pay child support and if the husband wants to be involved then that is something the wife and husband have to talk about and make decisions together. But I do blame the OW 100% just like the husband. The only difference is that the husband has a family that is willing to work things out and unfortunately the majority of the times the OW is left alone and that’s the risk the OW takes when messing with a MARRIED MAN!
And by law and before God, his wife comes first before your child or any other child for that matter.
Wow just Wow, I read your comment and I have to wonder, how you will react had you been the wife. There is no such thing as a bitter wife, she has all right to feel the way she does. Your comment is pure jealousy and bitterness towards this man’s wife. Blame yourself and the father not the wife, she and he child are the most innocent ones here.
If I had been the wife I would’ve left lol. In fact, when I found out he was married (after I was ALREADY PREGNANT), he begged me to stay with him and I refused. He had shown me who he was and his other children’s mothers filled in the blanks. This man cheated on her several times before meeting me, and deceived me. If your take away from my comments are that I’m bitter and jealous —well then you’ve missed the entire point. I don’t want that fool lol.
I love how the vows keep getting brought up. He obviously wasn’t thinking of them when he cheated before me, or after me. I also have a hard time believing that God would put a broken vow, so visibly given no respect by the people who said them…over the life of an innocent child. Actions have consequences. Now they get to live with them, just as I do. Be mad.
Marriage comes first in God’s eyes, children grow up to create their own lives and families. A man and a woman build their lives together not man and children or woman and children. That is why even by law, if not listed your next of kin is usually your spouse ( marries or common law). And don’t be using that ‘innocent child’ crap, married men always choose their wives darling and they are not wrong for doing so.
The way I see it , you also have to deal with the choice you made by being intimate with someone you’re not married to and unprotected at that. That’s really irresponsible if you ask me!!!!
What if you had contracted an STD, who would you be casting your anger towards then? The innocent wife at home or yourself? And by the way, his wife and kids are the most innocent ones here.
Children are born everyday to selfish parents like you and that man, and it is never the children’s fault right? So why do we expect married men to be more to them than the average drunkard, child abuser or dead beat father we see making children everyday?
ExerciseGrace,
All I can say is “me too”. Before I met my husband, I kept my vow to my future children which was that I would not have children until I was married and had established financial means to care for them. My husband had the same values so we were on the same page. We married at 30 and had children only after having everything set up for a family. That was just a personal choice because I wanted the children to be born into the very best situation possible. In my view, ‘the best situation possible’ meant having a loving marriage, having a home with a yard, having money to set aside for college, and having emotional maturity.
That is yet another reason why I cannot relate to OW who get pregnant during affairs.
One of my acquaintances told me a new story about that today about someone who lives in our small town. The guy is a married dentist with children. Apparently, his dental assistant intentionally got pregnant since he refused to leave his wife. So, both his wife and the OW gave birth to his children during the same time period. The husband did not want a divorce, the wife stayed, and the dentist supports his own kids plus the OW’s kids who has visitation in his home. What a mess of a situation. What is terrible for the wife is that she and her H are from a culture where divorce is pretty much prohibited and women have no rights. So, even though they live in the U.S., the cultural values run strong. Even if she wanted a divorce, it wouldn’t be possible.
Stories like that make me absolutely ill. I know that the man chose to sleep with the woman, which was wrong. But, it is known in this particular case that the mistress did this intentionally in order get him to leave his wife. She wanted what she thought was a charmed life (being a dentist’s wife) and felt it would be easy to get rid of the wife. Apparently now she is ticked off that he didn’t leave.
I feel so sorry for the wife and her children.
That just goes to show , how lucky we are that our husbands didn’t father a child with the ow. Given the chance I know my h ow would have done the same thing as the dentist assistant. Yet I’m not sure I would have stayed, if it did.
Married 33 years …found out 7 years ago my husbands 14 year adulterous ‘arrangment’ with a woman 17 years my junior. They had two children…Our family devoted to the Lord deeply shocked and wounded by the huberous since it was simply as ploy to gain income.
All of us highly educated …the OW is an extreme leftest and did not want marriage, solicited my husband and he ‘went for it ‘ …He ‘compartmentalized.
We are all still reeling despite our deep faith and efforts to live rightly, Our adult daughters are still unmarried and who knows what will come . We found out just after a move to a new place so no social network or any support anywhere . No family …no acquaintances of any length or depth due to many moves .
My husband moved out after a faint attempt to ‘work out ‘ issues …He has no character to endure the damage he has caused but plenty of ability to deceive all who he works with and his family . NONE know of this .
I have been studying and awaiting the way the Lord will work this out . I am retired and not able to work …my husband continues to struggle to pay for our bills and continues to support the children of the OW ….but she does not work …goes to school for a second degree on the government . A true parasite.
My husband says he has no love for her but continues to keep company with the kids which I felt was important for them but I did not want him to leave our home to do so.
I see little going to change unless he has a true conviction and change of heart. So far he is still all about himself . He has gone through our savings and retirement to pay support .
Sorry is only part of the necessity …change and an ongoing effort to care for those he harmed in this . The children of adultery are ‘innocent ‘ victims of these two selfish people but I almost feel they might have been better off if they had not known him since he is a poser and sooner or later they will grow to understand that he is a false , empty suit.
Our children have had to realize as I have that all of our lives were a false reality formed around this man’s skills to betray and present himself as a great guy , a person who cares about others …but now we see that we did not matter all that much to him
He was not neglected…he neglected so many of the areas of his privileges to be a husband and father that he ‘created his own ‘need’ for ‘extra’ while missing out on all the ways a husband and father is matured and blessed by engaging in the marriage covenant he vowed to fulfill til death do we part.
He missed out but he stole from all of us ….and so did the OW …They fill their own cup of wrath which they WILL drink to the full unless they confess their sin and repent and learn to walk rightly .
“Love works not ill to his neighbor ..” …..so adultery is NOT in any way, shape, or form ‘love’
All children are innocent yes but not without sin. Children are born everyday to unfavorable parents and unfavorable conditions. A woman having a child for a married man knows where she and her child stand. Once he pays support that is ok. The mother is now responsible, like any other single mother out there to provide a home and family structure for her child and it is biblically OKAY if that is not with a ‘biological father’.
He is doing what is lawfully required. Please don’t beat yourself up, You and your children are the most innocent in this situation. Reconcile your marriage, once he wants to work it out and YES the NO CONTACT rule does work.
Don’t be ashamed of anything, YOU DID NOTHING WRONG HERE!
I find relief in reading many of these comments to get further insight on the other side. I was the women engaged in the affiar, and am deeply remorseful for any wife/finance/girlfriend that is going through this. As humans we make impact full and even devastating choices in our lives. Unfortunately there is no wrong or right way to deal this situation. I became pregnant with my lovers child, having unprotected sex with him only one time, the rest I always made sure we were covered. One time literly is all it took. Now it is a lifetime of hurt, and pain caused to your child, his child, our families and of course the one who was betrayed. Never would I defend my actions under these circumstances, but every situation is different. I always knew he wasn’t the man for me, I never pictured us together because in the end…. why would you want somebody who would do that to whom they love right. Yes there obviously is attraction, physically, emotionally what ever it maybe be but not worth it in the long run. The hurt started from the beginning when we started seeing each other. I always ended things after I saw him, it’s not right. Countless times of ignoring him, blocking him, but later started showing up physically to my work, school, and place of work. I should of had a restraint order, but something told me to show compassion to this man and find out what is wrong with him. Why is he doing this? What could be so bad that he has to stay in contact with me? Wrong choice to give in, talk to him, have him take me out. I never texted him, or called him because in the end I never wanted to be the one who became between this man and his releationship. He made many choices to get involved with me, and I made the choice to let him. We will both be at fault and no matter what, and the outcome will have devastating damage. My child is only 8 months, and it as been hell dealing with her father and his wife. I cut communication with him through out my pregnancy. He told me what any other married man would say and not what mother wants to hear about her unborn child. Classic of course he started showing up my apartment unannounced when I was seven months. Later about a month after my child was born miraculously showed up to my new place . I ask him from the very begining to sign over his rights so we can both move on. He denied it, and told me he wanted to be the father his father never was to him. He begged me to forgive him, and that he wanted to be together and start a new chapter. So quick to bash his wife on everything, kind of sad. I stood strong and said NO, do not give in to him again. It’s hard but I like I said before, I could not but my daughter through the hurt and pain. His wife forgave him and his tone suddenly changes. He wants to fight for custody, and demands he sees her. Mind you she 2 months, I was upset because any human with dignity would let the other person know. “HEY, I KNOW I TOLD YOU I WANTED TO BE TOGETHER AND START A NEW LIFE WITH OUR DAUGHTER, BUT MY WIFE AND I HAVE DECIDED TO WORK THINGS OUT”. At the very least…. I was hurt but angry at the fact this coward didn’t even have the ball to do that. I still am coping with him being so manipulate to get what he wants. It’s been a hell of a ride, and he hasn’t really seen my daughter because of disagreement. His wife consistly attacks me for everything, and in my case is the crazy in this situation. My God it is extremely stressful and unpleasant, I’m talking about 20-30 long MMS. I would never wish this on anybody, and regret ever telling him or getting a lawyer to have it taken to court. Visit with my daughter will start soon, and will handle these crazies as they come at me. My entire concern in this dilemma is my daughter and how she will be treated/raised on that side. I wish and try to point out many time that it’s better for him to let go and walk away if he want his marriage to thrive, despite the effects it might have on my daughter. Unfortunately nothing all I can do on my part is try to put myself in the wife shoes and understand her feelings as well. (Not matter how mental she might be) If it were me on the other side, definitely take in to consideration all the people that would be effect if I stayed or left. I would leave in the end because I would want my old self back. Free, caring, happy-go-lucky, when you stay in an releationship when a child is produced for the affiar it’s always going to remind you. You turn into sombody your not, remember that…. it happens on both sides. Take care of you first so you can be a better mother to your children both OW/WIFE.
I am replying to you, the OW, because you are on the opposite side of my situation right now. I am the WIFE of a man who has just found out that my H has not one, but TWO, children with the OW. I am smack in the middle of it now! I am about 3 weeks into this dilemma, so I came here looking for support from someone who has been through this, and for some reason I resonate with your post.
Sometimes I feel like I AM the crazy one for the anger I feel towards her! I think the way these other people think, that she must have planned it. She knew he was married, (she even knew who I was), yet I have never seen her in person. She had been in contact with my husband, she talked about her wants of being with him, having a house full of kids with him, and here I was completely BLIND & FOOLISH to any of it for over a year!
We don’t have kids of our own. I am 43 years old, so I don’t see any in my future (she is 30 btw,my husband 44) I feel like it is my fault b/c he expressed to me a few years ago that his biggest regret was not having kids. I felt like my time for having them was over by then, so in my situation I am HAPPY he has kids (even if they aren’t by me). That may sound crazy to others but that is where I am right now. We are trying to work it out, I think, but I struggle daily with everything everyone else has expressed. The constant reminders, the where do I go from here. I have shared most of my life with this man. We met when we were 18 and married 4 months later. We have been married almost 25 years this March. Everyone thought we were perfect, the perfect couple, but it has been only lately that I feel I have been blind & stupidly naïve.
I know nobody is perfect, and we all make mistakes, and that you should forgive. I was brought up in church, so I also have moral values that I fight against as far as the adultery is concerned. The lying was the hardest for me. We always said if we wanted someone else we would leave before we would cheat. I tried to leave 2 years ago because I had feelings for someone else, but we worked through that. And then I find out he has known about these kids (ages 6 & 8) for over a year now, and has been in contact with them for a few months before he finally told me.
Then there is this health issue that he feels his days are numbered. So add the guilt of that onto the already flood of emotions. My mind changes daily (sometimes hourly) from love him & make it work to leave him and let him deal on his own the mess he made.
It made me so angry in the beginning when I would talk about her, and he would defend her, saying this is all on him and it wasn’t her fault, well no I feel the same as another poster…it takes 2 to tango! So I don’t bring her up anymore. I only talk about the kids. He loves them & they love him and they don’t even know he is their real father, but his oldest (the boy) calls him Dad. The little girl has a daddy (who she thinks is her daddy), so she says she has 2 daddies. It is a complicated situation, and I don’t blame the children. They didn’t ask to be born, they are here. I haven’t met them yet either. I’ve only seen pictures. I wanted my H to bring them around, but he says he doesn’t want to confuse them, and the timing hasn’t been right yet.
So I am literally in limbo here just waiting. I have no idea what God’s plan is, I have no idea what to do, or where to go from here.
I just thought maybe if you saw it from the wife’s perspective you would see why she may be acting crazy. I know the circumstances are very different, and I like to think I am a good person, not typically crazy, but the situation I was unwillingly put in is all new territory for me. I am trying to deal in as mature a matter as I can, but sometimes I just want to throw in the towel and say here you go, you can have him! Then other times, I can’t see me without him in my life, and the thought of him dying scares me so I want to spend as much time as I can with him b/c we are not promised a tomorrow.
WOW just WOW! Your words “I never pictured us together because in the end…. why would you want somebody who would do that to whom they love right?” So why sleep with him knowing he has a wife? What if he had took home an STD to his innocent wife (who is not crazy by the way for behaving the way she does). How are you sure you were the only one on the side?
Pray this never happens to your or your child. He did not want you neither does he want to be a family with you, look what happened when his wife wanted to ‘work things out’. You were available and always was that’s why he kept coming back.
You side women always break up homes and then in the end when you have proven what you can do you claim “you don’t want a man who cheats on his wife.” Like who was he screwing all along?
You may not have said ‘I do’ to his wife like you all love to famously say, but you will give account and surely pay for your adulterous ways!
Pearl. You’re bitter girl lol. If you’re mad, be mad at the “man” who broke up your home. No one else owes you anything.
The mere fact that you think no one else played a part in breaking up marriages says a lot about you. You may not have said I do to the wife like the husband did, but trust me you will be judged by God for the part you play, pray your karma does not send you crazy. That’s why women like you are only side chick worthy.
No wonder you’re on the side.
My husband had the first and i was devastated ‘ by the time i was thinking to forgive them there was another on the way that was hidden from me until she gave but.The most shocking part of it is when she called me and said i shld know she has a second child for my husband and if i doubt it i shld check her profile on facebook and see the resemblance and that she did it cos my husband would leave me and come to her.i have babies the same age like hers’ one and two years olds.i am still to work ‘my husband works to sustain us’ is this good to listen to.
I just found out this very thing on Christmas day. I found a card from another woman to my husband announcing her pregnancy accompanied with a sonogram. Her card included her undying love for him and thanking god for their good fortune and the ability to hold their god ‘s gift in their arms soon.
Before I could even confront him about it – he moved out the next day while I was at work to his mom’s house. The last time I talked to him before New Year’s – I asked him to come home so we could talk about next steps – His reply “why should I come home, just to be told how bad I messed up.” Today I found out that he went to see his mistress this weekend and told his sister that he is not moving back to our home. Looks like everyone knows what’s going to happen in my life before I do.
The only thing I am grateful is that he managed to put enough money in the account so that the mortgage could be paid this month. Now next month… who knows – may lose my house cause the mortgage is on my name because my credit was better – but both names on deed. So, even if we sell it -and maybe make some money he will still get half. And since we don’t have any children together – their child will receive monetary consideration BEFORE my alimony. Just how many ways can I get screwed?
I found out in September 2016 that my husband of almost 5 years had an affair years before and a child. Found out through the child’s grandfather since the mother was in bad shape financially and emotionally. Child already had a legal father, the mother’s ex boyfriend. But I guess the grandfather doesn’t want the legal father in the child’s life and somehow got the true identity of the bio dad and contacted me through social media. Honestly, I always suspected that my husband had an affair but figured he’d just lie so never asked and just left it in God’s hands and figured I’d find out eventually. But it was still a shock and a bigger shock that he may possibly have a child. I say possibly because when I confronted my husband about it he admitted to the affair but said the other woman told him the child was not his and proceeded to move out of town when she found out she was pregnant. She occasionally contacted him to ask for money but because he didn’t think the child was his and he wasn’t the legal father he never sent any. Well in September when I found out I made arrangements with the child’s grandfather and dragged my husband to meet this child that he hoped wasn’t his and did a home DNA test. He was the bio dad of course. Now we never planned/wanted to have kids and I always said I would leave him if I found out he had cheated but after getting the truth out and he admitted to and got help for trauma he suffered as a child, I decided to forgive him and help him with his daughter. Although he still isn’t the legal father, we get the child at least 1 week out of the month for them to bond while we await a court hearing to get the birth certificate, custody, and child support all changed and legal. I love my friend’s children and this child was no different for me. To me the child is a victim like me of bad decisions made and my goal is for the child not to feel unwanted or unloved. In my case, the mother doesn’t intrude into our lives and doesn’t use the child against my husband so although it’s been less than 6 months since I found out, our marriage feels stronger than ever now that I don’t feel like I’m being lied to. Don’t get me wrong, I have bad moments and I am constantly checking up on my husband and he’s following all rules I laid out so that is really helping in rebuilding our marriage. What helped me is knowing how easily an affair can happen and remembering that no one is perfect and we all make mistakes. I know myself and if I had thought for a split second that I couldn’t love my husband’s child then I would have walked away. I wasn’t going to be the reason for this child to grow up without a father. If I decided to forgive and stay married, I had to accept the fact that my husband was now a package deal and had to accept him and his child. The child in a way has helped me heal and get through this difficult time in my life. I thought the child would be a constant reminder of what had happened but to me it’s not. When I see this child all I feel is love and my only desire is to protect and care for the child in the way that every child deserves to be. All children should be loved and cherished, despite the circumstances of their birth.
I found out on christmas day by find k ng a card addressed to my husband that he was having an affair and th s t he now has made her pregnant…card was accompied with an ultrasound. Husband moved half his stuff to his mot h ers while i was at work. He lied for two years that this woman was just a friend. I trusted him. He moved out and is sleeping at his moms. I went over to the holidays and my father in law big birthday party uesterday and he completely ignored me. Luckily he is dtill putting money in our account because i can not pay the mortgage withou that money. I have anxiety attacks about filing for divorce..losing house.. . at least
I can make it work…but i am heart broken twice over..ehen i see him at his moms and he behaves like i am nothing iy lills me. I syill cry everday… My life as i knew it is over and i am having difficulty copi b g with life.
Anne so sorry for the unfortunate circumstance and position your husband has placed you in. I too was placed in the same situation. I ironically found out about my spouse’s affair on Christmas Day and soon later that his mistress is expecting a child. My husband is still at home, but it kills me to think that he has broken the trust I once had in our marriage. We also have children together that I fear will lose the family they have always known.
I understand the financial stress that burdens you as you contemplate managing the household alone. I too worry that I cannot manage without my husband’s help.
I will continue to keep you and your family in my prayers.
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Thank you so much for your reply. I am sorry that your husband has placed you in a similiar situation. I do hope that your husband is remorseful and not like mine.
I attempted to contavt the lawyer to proceed with divorce and had an anxiety attack..and of course proceeded to beat myself up over my lack of courage.
Thank you so much for your prayers. You are very kind as your kind words jelped me very much.
I too have consulted an attorney, but was not given good news. I could end up having to pay him each month since I make more money. I refuse to help him take care of his mistress. Try not to beat yourself up, we tend to make their affair our fault, when really it has nothing to do with us and everything to do with what’s wrong with them. Keep your head up and surround yourself with positive people who can help you get through this difficult time without judging your decisions.
My H had a child 15 months ago and the 2 nd 4 months ago.
I too am heartbroken ,devastated.
We have 3 children
I cannot bear the guilt of breaking up our family – likewise I cannot cope with the present situation
I don’t know how to go on xx
L ,
I am so very sorry to hear how badly your husband is behaving. I can not believe your strength in dealing with an impossible situation. It took me a long time to realize that i was the only one that thought we were married.
I am so sorry that your husband does not see the horrible choices he has made and the devastating pain he has caused.
L..please please think about what kind of example he is showing to your kids about how to behave and treat someone you suppossedly love. I know you would never want your children to be treated tgis way. I admire your tenacity..and strength. I hope that some of your stamina can be channeled t o wards 9th our wellbeing. Keep posting. Best Anne
We can not give up. My first atty consult told me to declare bankruptcy and sell the house. Every state is different. Mine is an “equitable distribution”..which means it doesnt mean 50/50..just that it is close too fair. Are you in a no fault state?
This new atty that i literally just put a retainer on.. Will via for a lump sum payment and sad lso to have him uphold the verbal agreement my h made to pay for my therapy.
I finally had to say no more when my h went to Massachusetts last weekend to see his mistress. No more pain.no more.
How can i find records of this women prenancy check up she says she 7 months pregnant but doesnt look like it.i think she trying to hold on to my man.help ?.
I’m really disappointed in this article and the posts. I don’t do statistical studies on the issue but all of these cases seem to imply that the “affair partner”/mistress are aware that the husband is married. I can tell you that isn’t always the case. I can also tell you that the feeling of “I don’t get the husband, then I don’t want the baby” is sick and also not a majority feeling. At least in my case. I recently was an unknowing participant in a husband cheating on his wife. My naivety and lack of birth control, as well as his lies and deceit resulted in the concoction of our child. As soon as I found out he was married, not separated or single, my feelings for him completely disappeared. My child was instantly my only priority and she’s 100% wanted by me. He, on the other hand, as well as his bitter wife are not involved at all. And she isn’t even born yet. The reasoning is “He can’t be involved with your child out of respect for me and our family/marriage.” This baby is a part of his family whether he likes it or not. And when you post these “no contact” articles with the assumption that my child was kept out of revenge or I’m still pining after an unfaithful man, you’re harming my daughter’s potential to have a relationship with her father by poisoning the thoughts of people like his wife. She’s insisted that she can be a “intermediary” as one of your articles suggested…yet also claims I should have gotten an abortion as soon as I found out he was married with a family out of care for her and her child. As if that’s my responsibilit or my child’s fault, instead of her husband’s. Anyway, just perusing around the Internet, there are no resources for the woman who was an unsuspecting mistress keeping an affair child, yet hundreds for a cheating spouse and their partner. It’s disheartening and not representative of reality. Which is sometimes the disloyal and the loyal spouse are both terrible people unable to control their emotions, and the ultimate cost is an innocent child suffering.
Not true, I personally think your response is very naive and selfish. The person at fault here, is the man you chose to father your child. He was someone’s husband and already a father. He had a family. You don’t explain much about the circumstances but claim to have been lied to? If he was married, he had a home and family he needed to report (lie) to every night and weekends? Weren’t you wondering where he was sleeping? Living? There would’ve had to be secrets, unanswered calls, unexplained absences. A man that’s not available everyday is ‘unavailable’ for a reason. Anyways, we’lI give you the benefit of the doubt.
So back to the present situation … Why would you have anything negative to say about the wife? Her life has just been blown up! She’s probably hurting and so confused. That’s why like you she’s probably scouring for resources to assist and suggesting to be an ‘intermediary’ as some article (you refer to) suggests. That shows she’s also trying to do the right thing with the knowledge she has … but SHE’S STILL IN PAIN!!! Where’s your empathy for her and her child? You expect consideration and empathy for your child. She’s also trying to protect her child!
How dare you call her bitter’ and ‘terrible’. Even if she is, can you blame her? This is someone who also has been lied too, who’s discovered that the life she was living was fake & now has a reminder of her husbands betrayal and the breakdown of her family. The wife and her child, just like your child is innocent aswell.
Consider showing a little more understanding and kindness and you’d probably get a better response. Most of these wives are more worried about the ow/ap intentions. Interact with good intention, Respect her marriage, work with her as an intermediary for the benefit of your daughter and over time she’ll realize that the real piece of ish is the slimeball who fathered these poor kids! Not true, I personally think your response is very naive and selfish. The person at fault here, is the man you chose to father your child. He was someone’s husband and already a father. He had a family that he betrayed. I’m not sure about your circumstances but you claim to have been lied to? If he was married, he had a home and family he needed to report (lie) to every night? Weren’t you wondering where he was sleeping? Living? There would’ve had to be secrets, unanswered calls, unexplained absences. A man that’s not available everyday is ‘unavailable’ for a reason. Anyways, let’s say I give you the benefit of the doubt. Why would you have anything bad to say about the wife? Her husband & you blew up her life! She’s probably hurting and so confused. You expect consideration and empathy … where’s yours for the wife & the CHILD?!?! She’s also trying to protect her child! You called the wife bitter’ and ‘terrible’. This is someone who also has been lied too, who’s discovered that the life she was living was fake & now has a reminder of her husbands betrayal and the breakdown of her family. The wife and her child, just like your child is innocent aswell.
You may disagree with her wanting to be a ‘intermediary’ but
I’ve seen this situation before, the ow knew the guy was married. She thought she was so clever & free. They had a ‘sex without benefits’ agreement. She asked for more, he said no! Then secure in job, finances etc decided that she was going to fall pregnant as almost 40. She reasoned to all our friends that she’s independent and wanted to be a mom but options were running out. She felt he was a wonderful father to his existing kids. When we asked about his wife, she claimed they never spoke about her or his marriage?! She ‘forgot’ her pill. Waited until the 12wk mark to tell him. He said he’ll take responsibility & support her. Speak to her family and his. He accompanied her to a hospital visit. She was so happy & agreeable … until he told the wife.
When she wanted to leave him, he begged her to stay & felt he could meet his obligations and save his marriage. The poor wife. Beautiful & kind woman. Looks so sad now. Anyway, he told the ow, he wanted a meeting incl. his wife to sort out financial arrangements & breaking news to her family and his children. When the ow realized that he was fighting for his wife. She refused the meeting & started telling friends he threw her under the bus… he then realized that this was not a ‘mistake’. She intended to break up his family. He sent her a message that he was going ‘no contact’ until the baby arrived, then they could do a paternity test & he’ll meet his financial & emotional obligations to the child. When the baby was born, she didn’t notify him. Their previous colleagues told him. He messaged her for paternity test and she just said no & cut him off. Blocked him. Ignored.
I don’t get any info now because she knows how I feel about it. But yes, there are women who intentionally fall pregnant thinking they can control the situation. It’s very selfish and usually they act all hurt and disappointed. To cover their actions a lot will say they didn’t know the guy was married. But come on now .. we women all know a friend/relative/ colleague/neighbor/acquaintance who’s been there & done that.
I feel ppl who cheat and who date cheaters deserve each other. Let them forever be stressing about what the other is doing. And b/s need to find ‘chump lady’ and build new lives for themselves!
1) He’s in the military. He was in my town for a few months for training. His friends protected his lie and he perpetuated it. When he wasn’t at work, he was with me. So I don’t need the benefit of the doubt when I have the truth.
2) I do blame him for his part in things. Like I said, i alreDy take personal responsibility for sleeping with someone without any birth control methods. However, his wife is just as responsible as he is for the terrible treatment of my daughter because she’s verbally told me she supports his decision, and that he owes our child nothing. When I found out about her and contacted her, despite my not knowing about him being married…I apologized and told her for the sake of all the kids I hope we can formulate a plan to move forward. She responded with recounting his past indescretions he’s made during their marriage, as well as telling me *I* ruined her daughter’s life. Of course I have sympathy for their child. But like you said: As I chose to sleep with a man without contraceptives and conceived, even without the knowledge of his lies, I must now deal with the consequences. Similarly, she knew he was a liar and a cheated before the got married. He cheated on his last wife. And still chose to marry him and chose him as the father of her child. It’s not my responsibility to feel sorry for her. Just like I don’t expect her to feel sorry for me. My child, as I’ve stated, is my only priority. Their marriage can succeed or crash and burn for all I care.
3) I will NEVER allow this woman to be an intermediary in my child’s life because she’s made it clear she resents my child. I would never feel my daughter would be safe with her father or his wife in their current tumultuous state of marriage.
4) While we are on the subject, you sound bitter about a situation having to do with an “OW”. Sometimes it’s as simple as: the husband is a liar, fathered a child, and now everyone has to suck it up and put the children’s best interest at heart. The end. Because the situation you’re telling me about sounds nothing like my own. I’m 23, working on my PA certification. I don’t need to trap a man to take care of me. I was under the impression I was dating someone and planning a future with them.
4) My daughters father and wife do not plan on having any relationship with this child besides the legal obligation of child support and insurance. That is wrong and I don’t care how many different ways you try to spin it. If you choose to stay with a cheater who has now fathered a child outside of your marriage, your vows now include that child. This falls under for better or worse. And to support a deadbeat’s decision to not be in his daughter’s life is horrendous. Especially because she has a child and knows the importance of having both parents in a child’s life.
5) You just said you feel people who date cheaters deserve what’s coming to them. Well, his wife married him (a cheater) knowing who and what he was. I didn’t even know this man had been married before to more than one person let alone currently married when I met him.
Spare me your story. I empathize, but this was clearly an attack on me because of your own personal issues. Your story and experience have little to nothing to do with mine. Once again: my daughter deserves a father. He’s decided that he will have no contact with her for the sake of his marriage despite being the one who made fhe decision to lie and cheat. His wife is a bitter woman for taking this out on my child.
How dare I? How dare you consider anyone’s feelings in this situation besides the kids. As if hiding my daughters existence from his 5 year old won’t be harmful to her when she’s old enough to understand and finds out their sick secret. I hope for your sake you heal and realize that all “OW” are not the same. Sometimes you just marry a sick bastard.
Just because her pain is understandable does NOT mean her behavior is acceptable. You choose to forgive a cheater and pick up the pieces of your marriage that was already broken from his past indescretions? Then you choose to accept all of him. Including his children that you do not share with him. Obviously there is an issue of accountability, selfishness and naivety here. But it has little to do with me.
I’ve communicated my piece to both of them several months ago. I personally don’t want anything to do with her nasty husband. If he ever were to come around before this baby is born (next month she is due), I’d of course welcome his involvement in HER life. But that doesn’t change how I feel about him. To her, that translates as I’m “waiting for him to come around” to be with me. Which is laughable. I and my family have been the only ones preparing for this child. Which I do lovingly and with excitement. They prefer to bury their heads in the sand and pretend this never happened.
As far as after the baby is born, I’m not offering or accepting any effort toward being in my daughter’s life. They’ve known since I was about 6 weeks pregnant (which was when I found out). They’ve had time to come to terms with the lies and make a plan, just like I have. Yet somehow a 33 year old man and his 38 year old wife just can’t fix it in their hearts to hold the adults in the situation responsible and not pin it to the child.
As far as his wife goes (and I stick by my guns…she’s wrong in this situation), it’s not MY responsibility to care for and nurture their marriage. I’m not married to her. He should have thought about her and her feelings when he was having unprotected sex with me, knowing I wasn’t on birth control, for months. He should have bought of their family before he lied.
My daughter won’t grow up with me badmouthing her father or his wife. She simply will know nothing about them until she inquires. At that time I will tell her the age appropriate truth. Until then, I’ll happily accept the child support to put away for her college fund and his enrollment of her onto his insurance.
WOW!!! It’s a sad situation. One that I am currently in as well.
I am the wife. Like most of you on here, I had to put all of the puzzle pieces together myself to figure out why my husband, of 26 years, became distant from me and our 2 daughters. It took a little while, but when I saw his bas…rd daughter, there was NO doubt in my mind. Everything finally made sense, all of his comments, this woman’s constant calling as ‘just an old friend’, his refusal to make her stop, the ow contacting family members, rumors around our small town that we were getting divorced. The list goes on and on.
Now, the OW in my case was married at the time that she had the baby. Her , now ex, husband is on the birth certificate. When i first realized what had happened , I felt my soul leave my body. I felt so empty, angry, sad, and resentful. I have confronted my spouse. He gets angry, continues to deny this, but I have NO doubt. His daughter from the OW looks like our daughters and looks more like him than our daughters do. He swore to get a DNA test, confront the OW, etc, etc. He never did either, and just swept it under the rug. Why didn’t I confront her, demand a DNA test? I don’t need to. I already know the answer.
I chose to forgive and try to move on. I decided that he is human and I did not want to destroy our marriage or family. I could even accept the other daughter. Here is what I struggle with. How do you forgive when your spouse continues to deny this? How do you move on? Furthermore, it is the OW decision to 1. Have an affair with a married man and 2. To keep the child. Those 2 choices are hers. Now I hear everyone gasping. I don’t agree with abortion, as I don’t agree with being an adulterous woman. But, the OW made those 2 choices, shouldn’t she be responsible for her decisions ? Now, I know everyone is thinking , what about the husband, he chose to commit adultry. Yes, that is true and he should be responsible to his family for that choice. He should have integrity and ‘man’ up to his mistake.
I fully agree. The “OW” always gets the full blame. These married men are out here swinging their penis like it’s nobody’s business without a care in the world, cheating on their wives with no conscience. They believe we are lurking in the shadows, ready to pounce on their husbands. No one wants them like that; they are out here pursuing women, knowing they have a wife at home. You know full well your husband is a liar and a cheat, and never blame him or allow him to take responsibility for his ill behavior. These men lie to the “OW,” making it seem like it’s all sunshine and roses. Like they love us, married women point the finger at the “OW” and say we should abide by the girl code. Well, abide by the girl code and blame your husband for his messed up ways. Because it takes two, I cannot gatekeep your husband’s affairs. No one is tempting them. This is their selfish doing. He is a grown man and not a child. Also, I don’t ever recommend any woman to sleep with a married man; that is a waste of time, and you are mentally and spiritually destroying yourself. Walk away from anyone who would hurt his family like that or you. Because at the end of the day, if they cared about you, they would not want you to take the majority of the blame when this mess comes to light. You can get yourself killed. So, no, leave these people alone and walk away. It’s not worth it. I can see it from everyone’s perspective. As for married women, you have to put your foot down with these men because they will continue to cheat if you let things like this go and give him an easy ride and baby him.
100% agree Niki!
Hello All
I am currently in the same boat as most of you. My husband and I have been married for 7 years. Last year, he told me that he had a son that was now 2 years old from an affair he had. Surprisingly, it didn’t hurt so bad. Why? 1# Because he confessed. In the past, he would have kept this a secret for life. I believe he has slightly matured for whatever reason. And 2# Our temporary separation helped me take a step back and look at all the places I’ve failed in the relationship. Infidelity is painful, but I will admit there were times in our marriage where I was emotionally unavailable. It’s no excuse. But it helped me look at the ways we can move forward together and build a stronger marriage. He gets his son every other week. I have not met the mother. And I have no ill feelings towards the child. He didn’t ask to be born into this. For now, I lean on God for my strength to get me through daily. As for my husband and I, we have become closer. We have become better at communicating with each other. We have made sure to not take each other for granted. I can honestly say Im happier now with him than I ever was in the marriage. Sometimes, we need something to disrupt our “normal” so that we can pause and see what isn’t working and adjust. I don’t believe affairs are the end of marriages always. If you have a husband willing to work on your marriage, then that is half the battle. Good luck ladies
My baby daddy been cheating on me and the girl is younger than me and 6 months pregnant. Help
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I do not agree with your statement about doing what is best for the child. After staying in a marriage, for the sake of my children, after “he” had a child with the babysitter, I can say…..do what is best for YOURSELF. When we take care of ourselves, we are better able to take care of our children and we do not teach them to sacrifice themselves.
Mind you, “mistakes” do happen and if he is truly sorry and takes full responsibility for his actions, there may be some hope. But if he does not…..run, run, run. Do not compromise your life for the sake of your children growing up in a family unit (unless you want to teach them do the same).
So I’m a 31 year old Male. I recently discovered my partner whom I assumed I’d spend my life with was cheating on me for months. We broke it off yet stayed in touch in more than one way. Obviously she was sleeping with me and this other guy. Long story short we are both in recovery she had a relapse which is what started the cheating. Through our time apart she would exclaim how.dhe wanted to get better and get us back. How she was scared too much damage was done. I tried to tell her if she could re commit I could forgive and move forward. Well today another fork was thrown into the mixture. She’s pregnsnt…I dknt knoe what to think of how to act. She doesnt think the child is mine because she was sleeping with him more after our separation but we were sleeping together at least 2x every week for about 4 months including the time of conception. So inevitably there is a chance I’m the father….bit where I’m st if we do a pre birth test and I am not the father is it overstepping my bounds of I say if you have the child I’m gone? I’ve thought long and hard if i.could raise a child that was born on infidelity and I’m honestly not sure if I can…but I also dknt knoe ig its morally right to say abort or leave…this Is a really messed up situation and I’m totally lost obviously I’m talking this way because my ex wants to work things out she wants the baby to be ours but is very scared not….I’m scared too I wanted s family with this woman I want a life with her still I know 100 percent of my.child I’m all in I just dont knoe If I still will be I’d its nkt…so maybe anyone out there on ways to forgive n move forea3d in s family where there’s a child out of.infidelity like not only with being eith the.child daily but about the father wanting to be around too…or advice on is it to.forward to request abortion or adoption if this relationship is what is wanted by both partirs…open to all advice…thsnks
Mike
I am sorry you are in such an extremely difficult situation. Should you decide that you are unable to raise this child, should it not be yours….I believe the only option you have is to leave the relationship. I don’t believe you have any right to ask a woman to have an abortion or to give up her child. This is a choice, only she can make. If she were to abort the baby or give it up for adoption under pressure from you…..I doubt the two of you would have much of a future together.
Your partner has put you in an extremely difficult position. But remember this is an innocent child we are talking about. There is nothing wrong with you deciding you can’t raise a child conceived out of infidelity. But you might have to give up the relationship…..you simply have to leave the rest up to your partner.
(Martha)
Well, my story may be one of the worst after reading the sad cases.
First, I will say my husband and I are separated, we do see each other often.
He comes to what ” use to be our house” and stays
occasionally for 2 or 3 days, does maintenance work around the house ,also we do spend time some time together. We go on dates and were their for each other.
( purely platonic relationship at this point)
HE seems genuinely remorseful,I have even seen him crying ( the only other time when l ever saw him cry was when his mother and grandmother died. He has aged immensely , looks terrible and quite frankly I even feel sorry for him at times for the stupidity of what he did.
Well here goes, after 40 years of marriage, we retired – from the states and moved to his native country in Dominican Republic. We had a beautiful custom built house in a wonderful locale in the mountains, a real paradise. He was 63 and 57.
( l met him here at young age while l had come on a vacation .We later married and we lived all this time in the states.)
Upon moving here he owned a farm which he managed, had lots of male childhood friends, he never lost touch
with over the years, l called them the rat-pack
group they were together almost all day long, daily. THEREFORE, he had plenty of reason for being out a lot.
My husband, I will admit is a wonderful gregarious, kind,
helpful and friendly person, always cheerful and in a good mood.
He was a great father and hard worker all his
life. After coming here I felt he worked so hard
( supervisor position with the state of Florida) he was entitled to free-time and to enjoy he well earned retirement.
I have never ever been the jealous type, never ever checked his cel phone, never checked his vehicle ….nothing of the sort. Ours was a loving and solid good marriage, oh so I thought.
I would go every 7 months or so, to the states
to see my children. Upon returning from one of my trips 3 years ago the phone binged 3 times very late , thinking it was my son checking to see if l had arrived safely. l reached for his cel phone and in seconds MY LIFE AS I HAD KNOWN WAS FOREVER was NO MORE.
I read a text message saying
” I waited for your call all day.
The baby is ok and well, l am
the one not feeling too good.
My blood went cold as ice.
My 6th sense knew this was trouble.
I immediately called number from
which the text originated…
..A woman’s voice answered
I immediately, said..
“Who the hell are you”?
Her response, “Oh sorry it was
a wrong number, a mistake”
I immediately hung up.
Then l went in my large beautiful
master bathroom, and sat on a stool
and saw my worse unimaginable nightmare
unfold. I even saw pictures, pictures of
him kissing a very pregnant womans belly,
dated 7-11-15, then a few pictures later
a very newborn baby with my dirtbag
husband cradling and hugging kid.
ALL photos taken on my bed.
The current date then was 8-5-15
I was still sesrching his cel finding stuff.
At FIRST when he awoke, l heard
him nervously stumbling in the dark
for his phone…but too late the
BIG SECRET WAS OUT.
At FIRST he tried to deny it. Saying quote
” It’s not as it seems ”
But pictures DON’T lie.
I threw him out immediately, at 4 a.m.
ON FOOT, the remaining household
vehicle is in my name. He had sold his
2 years earlier.
I found out the whore, knew from the get-go
he was married. She worked in a
run down bar owned by her mother,
serving drinks, dancing with patrons
and other services for money.
The DB started frequenting this bar.
The bitch thought old yes but thought he has money ( by her standards), big SUVand the gold -digger went for the juggler
and other body parts.
And everyone in these parts knew of us…the new
transplants how built this big house…
Later l found out by an aunt of this
whore, that she quit school at age 13
and has been after men since then
one after the other.
The affair started at least 4 to 5
years before she was then 18 or so.
Can’t say exactly because man
never has given me the details.
He is either ashamed, embarrassed
and humiliated at how low
he went, now after the fact.
She is young, but that’s the only thing in her
favor. She is the ugliest, blackbitch l have ever
seen. Cross-eyed crooked teeth with braces,
no figure,uneducated, pug nose, kinky hair,
with a voice like a frog to top it off.
The man went crazy l imagine. His ego
must of flipped when this girl latched on to
him like a flea attaches itself to a dog.
I believe that he just friendly at the beginning
with this waitress and she kept probing and wanting
to take things in another direction. My husband
probably being a little buzzed she jumped in and bang.
Then that was it, he was in the folds of lust and
temptation and saw how good it made him feel.
Naturally, he was aware it was wrong, but did not
want this new adventure to stop ONCE it started.
To THIS day he says he doesn’t know why he did not stop.
He did say that for 6 month he stopped but then after
she kept telling him, I just want to see you etc…it all
started again. HE SWEARS HE NEVER THOUGHT I
WOULD FIND OUT. THE idiot everyone’s luck runs out
eventually.
As to his child, produced from this affair I
from the very beginning l never have
rebuffed the baby, because as l told
my husband, the baby is an innocent
victim in all this…HOWEVER the
degenerates, pieces of immoral trash sinners
are the whoring fornicating mother and you
the good for nothing adulterer.
I met the baby for the very first time
when we took baby to run the DNA testing.
Baby was 1 month old. Mother wanted to come
along but I refused. Test confirmed my husband
is the father.
When the baby is here in my house
l treat her with lots of love and kindness
like if she was a child of mine or a
grandchild ( we have no grandkids).
I only hope and pray that my husband lives long
enough to see her reach maturity, so she can have a decent
moral upbringing.
Whenever l go to the states, l go to Macy’s
and buy her the prettiest outfits, shoes
etc that l can find. l’ m the even
the Godmother. Baby has now just turned
three, and she’s crazy about me. Loves
to come to my house when my husband
comes. l have even taken her to vacations
with my spouse and l.
Thats not the worst of the story.
Nine months later after finding out
about the affair and baby, still
in unmanageable pain, hurt, disbelief,
anger, seeing all my plans for a happy
retirement, the last years of my life haven been
disintegrated at this point.
l finally found out ( on the streets) this
whore family are same people my own
husband introduced me to so I would
BEFRIEND them, AFTER he had started
screwing the bitch. l was unwittingly
entertaining his mistresses family
( her mother, grandma,cousins, aunts
father) . Cooking meals they never tasted.
A real bunch of low- lifes , my husband exposed
me too unnecessarily to all this further indignity
humiliation, rediculing and deprivation.
The Whores mom was convicted for selling drugs, her bar
was raided and shut down, bitche young
male family members are in gangs. The
bitches grandmother when young
was a professional hooker. Oh my goodness.
BEFORE, I knew about the affair I he had told me that
bar owner had been found guilty and sentenced to13 years.
At which time l said to him. Look l THINK it best if you
distance yourself from all that family, he said yes…
unbeknownst to me that his whore was 3 months
pregnant.
Well, my husband, was a good
faithful man all THOSE years. Only to come
back here to become corrupted.
Sure, no one forces a SPOUSE to
betray his wife. But in this country
it’s the norm to have mistresses.
IT’S a cultural THING here, almost expected to
it shows your a real macho. His friends all knew
my neighbors all knew, I was the only
idiot who did not know.
Many many young, poor girls, are on the
lookout to get old men, or men they think
have money ..seeking money marriage for
immigration papers,
or to be kept by a sugar-daddy. They even
have a special name for these gold-diggers here
they are called “chapiadoras” meaning lawn mower
( a lawn mower chops grass), these women chop
men’s money from their wallets.
Oh, to add salt to injury, my own daughter
who was visiting here allowed bitch and
newborn into my home, my bed. That hurts.
Mine was betrayal, upon betrayal…at many levels
not just an AFFAIR.
But one positive, after the whore had
been screwing the old man for 4+ years
and he did not move forward in their
” relationship ” did not commit , did not leave me…
the old hag… She got pregnant on purpose.
I have BEEN told by the locals these girl
prick the condoms of the males in order
to get pregnant.
But, it all backfired, my husband left her. My
husband supports his child. Only talks
with this bitch relating to the child. Her
last move was To try and blackmail him into
getting more money was to TAKE him to court to
reverse his child’s custody, it did not work he told
her “SEE you in court”, now awaiting judication.
She has no male companion in her life.
Working in a tiny booth, (Banca) where they sell
lottery paraphernalia, miserable as hell,
suits her right.
As for my husband and I, we are still working
on a RECONCILIATION. I was so hurt by not only
the affair, but all the strings attached with his affair.
FOR me it’s been a very painful journey.
I am one of those children of an adulteress relationship. It was in 1951, My parents separated for a time. My Mother returned to her home town and meet another man. She then returned to the original man. Later it was determined that man one was impotent. I wasn’t to learn the truth til I was 21 and was told the whole story by my Aunt. Both Parents had passed away by that time. I live with that for the rest of my life. And now at 68 years old I finally come to the hard fact, I was a mistake. I had been a stark reminder of her infidelity daily and to him I was the Son of another man. I didn’t come from a loving family and now I see why. Very few people love their mistakes.
Jimmie,
It really doesn’t matter ‘how’ you came to be…it’s more important ‘that’ you came to be. In other words…you matter…just as you are. All of us have our own path to travel, Jimmie. You are here for your own divine purpose. With every fiber of my being I know you are Not a mistake!
Whatever your parents were going through at the time of your conception was entirely on them…it had nothing to do with you personally other than providing the world with an access to your existence…and I KNOW, unequivocally, you have made a difference in the lives of people. I may not know who they are, but I know that they exist. Please don’t continue to belittle yourself. The world needs you, Jimmie.
I was an “other woman” I had no idea he was married. I was told they were getting divorced and separated. He was the first to make a move. I ended up pregnant by him even after taking plan B. When he was notified of the pregnancy he said “ kill it, give it away, or raise it by yourself” I had my son and my ex and I got back together and moved in together when I was pregnant. To me my ex is the dad. He was present at doc appointment and the birth. He was the first to hold this precious life. I took the biological dad to court and now get child support ( 1400) along with 80% daycare coverage and medical coverage. I’ve never meet the wife and don’t feel I need to,
I told the father if he wanted me to spread my legs and crush the babies head and dismembered his body and but it in a bucket like he wanted when I was pregnant then he should have no problem standing before a judge and saying he didn’t want the child and sign his rights over so that my now husband can adopt him. I just want to know why he won’t do this? He gets out of child support and no obligation to a child born out of an affair.
With all you woman taking it out on the other woman would you encourage your husband to do this? My husband and I want to move on with our lives and this sweet baby is a blessing to us and given the situation I feel my child would benefit from it.
I feel like I am several years late on this thread but here’s my story. I have been with this guy for a total of 7 years now, (married for 2 years as of this writing). On our 4th year of dating, he confessed that he had an affair with someone and knocked her up right 6 months in our relationship. By then, the kid was already 1 or 2 years old. He said the affair was only pure sex and only lasted for a few months. I was so mad and felt so stupid as the other woman started bugging me, calling me names as if i’m the bad one. We decided to go on with our relationship,I forgave him, as long as he’s honest with me while giving financial support to the kid. FINANCIAL SUPPORT ONLY. Fast forward to today, year 2 of marriage, I knew I had to put everything behind us and accept this set up when I decided to go on. But truth be told, I’m still hurt to this day. Time does not heal all wounds. The fact that we still don’t have kids after 3 miscarriages, and him having one of his own from his mistake with another woman is the worst feeling ever. I effing work extra hard everyday to save this marriage because I do love the guy. What a mess I am into
Our pain will always be there. We have good days and bad days. I hope as time goes on, the good days outnumber the bad days for you. That’s what keeps me going. I’m having a bad day today. It’s been months since I had one so it’s ok. I give into the tears, pray, and just do my best. I feel like our situation is similar. I’ve been married almost 8 years now. Found out my husband had had an affair when the child was almost 2. She just turned 5. The difference between us is that we have shared custody of the child. The child’s mother was in a bad situation when we came into the picture (homeless, drug addict, in an abusive relationship) so we decided to do what was best for the child. Either way, it’s difficult but just take it one day at a time. I’ve sometimes wondered if it would have been easier if my husband and I didn’t have a relationship with the child and he only provided financial support. Your post reminds me that the pain we feel is because of our husband’s actions, no fault of the child. I could’ve divorced him and I’m sure I’d still have bad days like today. Focus on building yourself up. I decided to make 2019 my year. In the past, I was focused on just getting by. For 2019, my goal was to be happy again. I started eating healthy, going to the gym, decided I wanted my own baby (11wks pregnant), planning our first family vacation early next year. Keep taking care of yourself and everything will fall into place at the right time.
My husband and I have been together 17 years. He had a “drunk night” that led to a child. I left, he repeatedly kept contacting me.. telling me he didn’t want anything to do with the child and couldn’t stand losing me…i Caved… believing his words that he was walking away from all of that and was 100% devoted to me… I told him from the time I left that I would never be able to face this child.. I knew it would be a constant reminder of the betrayal… he continued to tell me that he was sure of his choice… it is 16 years later… now he wants a relationship with the kid… I told him that if it is what he wanted then fine… but I want nothing to do with him.. all of these years and the pain floods over me like it was yesterday… and now.. it is anger… we tried for years to have children… I found out that I was not able to.. so not only do I feel the pain of the betrayal.. I feel anger that I could never give him what he must need now….so… I know I shouldn’t feel this… it isn’t the kids fault… but even the mention of his name breaks my heart and Rips at my soul… so I told my husband that I can’t do it.. now… I am the “selfish b*^#!” After 16 years… I lose my husband, my stepsons (from his relationship before me) and my grandson…. my whole life… taken by a 1-night stand 16 years ago…
DisposableWife
My heart aches for you. You are in such a painful situation, I hope you can get some help dealing with this, What you don’t tell us is….. what is true today? Yes, your husband betrayed you sixteen years ago, but what is your relationship like today? Perhaps forcing your husband to choose between you and his son is a recipe for heartache. You stand to loose so much. You are not a selfish bitch but someone who has been devastated by betrayal. I would really encourage you to get some help with this.
We have had ups and downs. Marriage isn’t the easiest, but we have not had to deal with such a difficult situation since. No infidelity and nothing we haven’t been able to work through together. I am not sure what is going to come of this, but we have both decided to do individual counseling. I have told him that he can do what he feels is right for him, but to not expect or force me to be a part of it. I am not going to blind myself about the reality of this again, I will focus on me and he can focus on him. I do not know what counseling will do, if it will help me learn to deal with it together or if it will show me a different path. What I do know is that we made a commitment to try….
Husband says he loves me and wants to work it out, we been in Therapy for three weeks. He is trying but I am so angry and have some doubts. Not only affair but a child is a product of it. Does God want me to reconcile and deal with this hurt! My children and I were innocent too. I don’t want to share my husband and children shouldn’t either, I know responsibilities will be met, but so much to deal with all at once.
The one stand woman knew he was married. She knew! I blame them both, but we all know how stupid men are but as women we know better. Why do I have to suffer this pain if battling for my husband to a illegitimate child and his mother! I need guidance! Prayers
I’m in a similar situation. I’ll make it short. My husband got his coworker pregnant. My husband and I were in a bad place for a while and we were just totally disconnected. You can say I was just ignoring him and I can remember him telling me multiple times how he felt and he would tell me that I was losing him. I would tell him whatever. I was just so depressed cause my daughters had gone away to college that I would go see them like twice a week leaving my husband here alone to work. This had been going on for about two years. My husband and I have been together since we were 16 years old and we are 46 now. Well this past September I found out he was cheating on me and then and there he stopped everything. No contact with the OW he even had her transferred to another store. Well in December I could tell something was wrong with him and his demeanor changed he was like withdrawn. Well in January I had looked through his phone and I saw some sono pictures and I confronted him. He told me that she was pregnant. He didn’t respond to her at all when she sent them. But now I know why he was withdrawn because she had told him about pregnancy. Well anyways he has had no contact with her at all. He doesn’t want anything to do with her and says he is just going to do his duty and pay child support. He told me that she wanted him to leave me and he said he would never leave me. We are going through therapy. But there is one thing I can tell you after I found out about the infidelity in September things have been really great between us. Communication, intimacy, being together and more happy. Of course I am going through so many emotions and of course I do feel betrayed. Believe me he is paying for all this. It’s not and excuse and I know he did wrong but this is my husband of 30 years and we were totally disconnected and now it’s like the way it was just 2 years ago. But I know right now I don’t want any involvement with the child and that’s right now how I feel, I don’t know how I will feel later. But I know one thing I have no sympathy for the OW!!! She knew he was married, I have met her before. A real women would never do that. I have had my share of men coming on to me that are married and I would never do that and put myself in that situation. Take care of yourself at least. What can I say about this whore she is a mother of three with all different fathers now gonna be 4 different fathers. This is my family and no one is gonna take that away from me especially when he wants me and I want him. He messed up and is gonna pay for it for the next 20 years or so. If the kid wants to meet him later than fine that’s ok but there is no way the OW will be in our lives!!! We can have mediators.
God doesn’t want u to tolerate adultery…I know that is what Christians like saying but if u actually read the bible u will find out he wants adulterers dead…but of course christians wont tell u that…do not propagate that marriage…it is unclean and will only bring u pain…do not listen to lies ur being told of how “you’ll be a better person if u tolerate it”…its all nonsense
I’ve been getting updates from this forum so thought I’d jump in and give my 2 cents. First of all, the OW and H are responsible for what’s happened. I know it’s easy to put blame on OW because she knew he was married and going through a rough time in his life but he knew it too and he let her into his life. They’re both equally responsible. Now it’s up to you, as the innocent spouse to decide if you want to stay in the marriage or leave. It sounds like you want to stay so if that’s your decision, then you have to stick with it. From my experience, the next few years are going to be really hard as you learn to navigate your new life. There’s going to be times you wished you had walked away from the mess your H and OW created. You may be tempted to leave. That’s why I think it’s important to make a decision and stick with it. In my case, I decided to forgive and work on our marriage since H had no contact with OW for years and he was truly repented. It was a one time thing and he punished himself for years until the truth came out. Once I made the decision to stay with him, the next step was to make him decide what kind of relationship he was going to have with the child. Was he going to be involved or just provide financial support? He decided to be involved. He didn’t want his child growing up without an involved father like he had. At the time, she was also being raised by 2 drug addicts and needed some stability in her life. It took us about 2 years but H eventually got paternity established, got visitation and started paying child support (he had already been paying without the court order btw, he started providing financial support when the home dna test proved he was the bio dad, which was a good thing because the court system was so slow). Child is now 5 and he has 50/50 custody (2 weeks with us and 2 weeks with her mom) and only pays medical support to the state since the child is on Medicaid. I handle all contact with the OW. We are on good terms and are doing what’s best for the child always. It’s taken 3 years, some credit card debt ($5k), and so many sleepless nights and tears to get to this point. It’s all been worth it though. Take the time you need to grieve your old life but at the same time start helping H put into motion whatever steps necessary to get to where you want to be in the next 3-5 years. If OW is not a good mother, start gathering evidence. Start interviewing attorneys. Find one that’s compassionate and not too expensive. When we were shopping around, we got quotes as high as $20k. We kept looking and found the perfect fit for us. He wasn’t the cheapest but he had a good heart and he helped us make good decisions. You want someone that’s going to steer you right and tell you when you’re being selfish or asking too much at one time. Remember, what’s done is done and it’s time to move on, with or without H. If you choose to stay with H, he’s now a package deal. That’s why it’s up to you to decide if you’re up to the challenge or not. Best wishes.
Seriously—thank you for being a mature and compassionate human being. This is logical and places the child best interest at heart. You took ownership of your choice to work out your marriage, even if that includes this new child. That is commendable because that is what is right. I honestly wish there were more people in the world like you. I wish my daughters fathers wife was like you! I would be so up for communicating with another adult instead of a woman who is taking out her husbands infidelity on me, the other person he lied to. Good luck with everything, gosh I really can’t express how impressed I am by this response. I know it sounds dumb, but I cry and mourn that my child will never know her father and that she will feel less because if it—all because he lied and his wife is scared to lose him by allowing her in his life.
Again—thank you. This gives me hope.
There’s always hope. Situations change. Sounds like the wife is really insecure and is at a low point. It’s to be expected. I was the same way. I kept blaming myself for what happened. I took my mental and physical health into my own hands though and went to see a therapist and started taking care of my body more and just spoiling myself however I could. The therapist really helped me work through my feelings and after several years, I’m once again very confident in myself. Self care is very important, especially in these situations. Don’t be too harsh on her. Ultimately, it’s his responsibility to be a father if he so chooses. If he’s not being an involved father, it’s because he doesn’t want to be and if you ask me, it’s better for him not to be involved if that’s the case. I hope he’s at least providing for the child financially. I do believe that if he and his wife chose to save their marriage, they have to do what’s best for their marriage. That might include no contact with you and the child unfortunately. It’s their decision. Not every marriage is the same. In my case, I was ok with my husband pursuing a relationship with his child and told him I’d support him if that’s what he wanted but it was still up to him. Being honest, I initially didn’t want him to have anything to do with his child other than provide financial support. I thought the child would be a constant reminder of what happened. I was so broken and I felt like I wouldn’t be able to handle it. I knew the child was innocent but I was afraid I would take it out on her for what her parents had done. That feeling didn’t last long thankfully but he was willing to forgo his relationship with his daughter if that’s what we needed to do to save our marriage. At that point, he’d never met her so there was no bond. The child had a legal father and my husband could walk away if he wanted. Once a bond is formed though, there’s no going back because you’ll just break the child’s heart. If your child’s father doesn’t come around, don’t give up hope. There’s good men out there willing to step up and take that role. Meanwhile, you’re all your child knows and needs.
No it’s definitely what’s best. They’re both textbook narcissists. I am grateful I don’t have to share my daughter with them because I know she would treat my daughter with cruelty from the things she has said to me. And I know her husband doesn’t care. I don’t blame her entirely. Her husband was a terrible person before I came into the picture too. She told me about his teenage daughter he only met once, conceived with his high school girlfriend. And yet another daughter from a previous marriage that she basically has to force him to see. He had cheated on his ex wife as well as her before and racked up tons of credit card debt. Given her STDs. The things she told me broke my heart for her. I empathized but I could not sympathize. She chose to stay after all. I think she needed a scapegoat to save her marriage—and so here my daughter and I are.
I also agree that they must do what they have to to save their marriage. But he’s the one who will have to reconcile with God. Maybe it’s biological and some people have it and some don’t—but I could never turn my back on my child or allow my significant other to turn his back on his children regardless if they were mine. It’s so unattractive and unnatural that it makes me physically ill.
I am not single, and the person I’m with has discussed the possibility of adopting my daughter. I’m open to the idea but ultimately I feel I should leave the choice to my daughter once she’s old enough. Her teenage half sister decided not to allow her stepdad to adopt her (I keep in touch with her and her mother for my daughter). And that’s the crazy thing…to think I will never have to lie about how terrible her father and his wife are. All I’ll have to do is tell the truth, and the truth will speak for itself.
I’m not angry anymore. My choices have been made. I’m just sad and hurt for my daughter and her sisters. I read so many stories of children in these situations connecting as adults and I’m simultaneously terrified that she will feel like an outcast and happy that she may find a comparable soul in them. A part of her that was missing.
For now, she’s 3 years old and you’re right—I’m all she’s knows and needs (:
I am the woman who had an affair with a married man. I am not proud of it, but life is never a straight forward thing, ever. I was never able to have children according to any doctor I had ever met, so getting pregnant wasn’t on my mind whatsoever. I knew what I was doing was wrong, but I was too weak to break it off.
Then, one chilly February morning I felt very bad, nauseous with horrible headaches. I went to my doctor who quickly sent me to get an ultrasound done and what do you know, I was 9 weeks pregnant.
It took me a week to tell the father and he decided right away that her needed to come clean about everything to his wife. And he did. Abortion was not am option for me at all, so I decided to have the baby – even if that meant doing everything by myself.
For the next 6 months I went through hell. I had lost everyone over this, my choices over where to go out what to do where do limited. Around the beginning of my third trimester, the father and his while had been in couples therapy for a while and they decided to support me, but most importantly the little girl I was carrying.
That little girl is now 2 years old, the absolute important person in all of our lives, even in the wife’s life. They love each other tremendously and the father pays child support and sees our little girl as often as her can.
Yes, some people here might call me horrible names, judge me for what I have done – and i can understand it. But whatever the judgment, our way of dealing with this, the immense power of forgiveness, all of that has made us a rather successful blended family and neither one of us would change anything. Our little miracle girl is more important than any hate offer judgment.
Adultery has consquences on everyone all created by two selfish people who only cared about themselves and what they wanted both are equally to blame even if the mistress didn’t know and was lied to the truth will come out and when it does they have a choice at any time to stop what they doing and make it right so there is no excuse it doesn’t matter how far the affair got both parties at anytime can stop and make it right. What you sow you reap and all this is evil and guess what no matter how innocent the child is conceive there is consequences on everyone including the child because guess what when the husband and the mistress made the choice no body else had a choice what you sow you reap and it does pass on to the kids we all have paid the consequences for choices we made whether good or bad every choice in life has a good or bad outcome the truth is if you don’t confesses your sins and make it right with God it don’t matter who you make it right with nothing can ever be right. There is a reason why marriage was created for one man and a woman and their kids there is confusion when other people join to this existing relationship between a husband and wife. Ladies who get with other people husband except your wrong and make it right and except the consequences don’t try to move on with your life after you break up someone home make it right the husband has a lot of consequences too he has shown you he not no prize he is selfish and only cares about what he wants and as you can see he destroyed other people life along with you to get what was wanted he showed you he’s a cheater and he will do to you what he did to his wife and children don’t expect him to put your child above all else he didn’t put the ones he had before ladies wake up and stop sleeping with other ladies husband the sowing and reaping sometimes take years to come back to you so don’t hink you got away it will come to you as for the husband we all ready know what kinda person they are so not much to say don’t blame the wife after all you accepted her husband invitation to intrude in her life and her family converting her husband ladies it don’t end well for you as long as your in adultery it not too late repent turn to God he will forgive you but expect consequences sin has consequences and some are a lifetime do the right thing
To the mistresses who went through so much and are going through so much what you sow you reap it is never a good idea to comitt adultery because the man will do the same thing he did to his wife and kids to you and your children the moment a married person approaches you for a relationship the moment you accept you are accepting evil to come to you some of you are saying so much but make it right you were wrong he was wrong no body else had a choice so when the consequences comes understand why these bad things are happening to you I know you mess up and you see your wrong but make things right with God him and his wife then make it right for the child coming how do you expect good when you did wrong so before expecting good do the right thing see the man is not a prize he’s a cheater and cannot be trusted he cares about himself some wife’s may be more forgiving than others don’t judge her she had no choice you and her husband were the only two who had choices just remember if they want to make the marriage work you and your child may be seen as in intrusion because the truth is he brought you in without her permission please don’t go through this humiliation and embarassment when you can have your own man and not be connected to an existing relationship between husband and wife for those who aren’t pregnant get out these relationships before your stuck with a child for life only being stuck at the side think about your future their are consequences and yes even in a family who accepts your child there is consequences the child will not grow up with the parents in one home one day your child will see what you did so make it right with everyone and maybe then others will be more willing to do good for you some of you talking about how bad the man and wife is don’t you know it’s sowing and reaping exactly what you did to her it came back to you now you feel her pain when you were with her husband am not trying to judge anyone but adultery only leads to death and sin
I have a little advice for everyone here. I am the oldest of three boys, from the original marriage. My dad cheated on my mom and got a woman pregnant with twin girls. Obviously it is understood that the bastard children are not at fault, and shouldn’t be treated differently, however, when it comes to forcing the original children to have a relationship with the bastard children, that’s where I draw the line. Me and my brothers had absolutely no interest in meeting these other children or the other woman, yet my dad insisted and even surprised us one morning by bringing them over to his place on our weekend to be with him. Let me tell you, it wasn’t pleasant and when my mom found out she was pissed off even more at my dad. Bottom line, the original children should have all the right to decide whether not they want to meet or have a relationship with the other children, parents should not make that decision.
And I have some advice for you. As an “other woman” of a “bastard child”—your dad is the person you should be upset with. Not your half siblings. They’re feeling people who didn’t ask to be brought into that mess. My daughters father has 4 other children and was not honest about his relationship status when we were together. My daughter pays the price for his lies and so do his other children. Thats the great equalizer. Your dad hurt all of you. You may want nothing to do with the twins—but if you’re going to keep that attitude towards them then be consistent and treat your dad the same: your dad is a cheater, a philanderer, an adulterer—sex with that woman was more important to him at one point than you, your siblings and your mother. The twins have nothing to do with that. By your language of calling them bastards—you have some unresolved anger. And I wouldn’t wish a relationship with you for them because of that. Because you’d be damaging to them. Again—a relationship with them or not is your prerogative. But you need to find some help dealing with the shitty situation your dad put your family in. No one owed you or your family anything besides your dad. He made the vow. Not the “other woman” or “bastards”.
It seems to me, that Aaron resents the illegitimate children because it’s a constant reminder of the broken family, the fact that dad cheated on their mom, the selfish/senseless/shitty dad they have.
Most of the times, the problem of accepting a child born out of an affair is due to the other woman continuing with the pregnancy despite the fact that they knew that they man was married and already has a family. I can understand when they are 8 months pregnant when they find out the truth…that is an unfortunate situation. But when they have all the facts, and they still keep the pregnancy it seems like they think that he might leave his original family to join her and her child. Shame on both of them!!! Both are POS and horrible human being.
I don’t know which category you Olivia fit in, you and God knows the truth. Either way, being irresponsible adults results in hurting innocent children. If i was pregnant with the child of a married man I would abort the baby, and not think it twice. But i can see how hard is to do things like that when you are so far along the pregnancy and you find out the pos that impregnated you was married.
Just an advice for the “other” woman… if i man has already a wife and kids and he cheats…you should immediately assume problems with integrity/personality disorders/loyalty/love/honesty and every value that we see as important to build healthy relationships. I can see where a night time stand may be a little blurry but an affair that lasted weeks/months… that just proves that he has no regard for anyone, all he cares is that he is happy. I wouldn’t want that man to be the dad of my child, or me to be the child from that relationship.
My husband got another woman pregnant. What kills me is I was pregnant when he left me, and he left me to have and raise our child without him. I had the baby, I adopted him out because I simply can not take care of a child right now. I’m disabled and barely able to take care of myself, and had a hysterectomy last week because I had cancer cells in my uterus. My son is 3 months old, and I’m 100% alone in the world, how could I have taken care of him? I can’t even lift a gallon of milk. I was right to adopt my son out I think. My husband told me to have an abortion, to adopt the baby out, I wasn’t pregnant, it wasn’t his…. and then he got her pregnant and left her. He says he doesn’t think it’s his child she’s carrying, but from what I have heard… the story I’ve heard was that she got pregnant right away on purpose to try to force me to divorce my husband and they would marry. He was calling her his fiance up until he left her so I have no reason to doubt that in all honesty. Now he wants to come back to me, or did, who knows what he really wants. I told him I needed time to think and suddenly he’s leaving me 100% alone which I know from past experience means he’s messing with another woman. He told me he wants nothing to do with Elizabeth or her child. He said he told her to get an abortion or adopt it out. I hope she does not get an abortion, I know it’s her choice but I spent most of my life trying to have a child and the thought of killing one just because it’s father doesn’t want it…. if she adopts it out that’s her choice. She has one child already and is raising it, so I think she’ll keep this one too. I have nothing against the child at all. Elizabeth though, she knew he was with me when she slept with him once before he left me. He left me 3 months into our marriage for another woman, Jessica. I have some compassion for her, it’s hard being pregnant and alone, so very very hard. He has 3 kids with his first wife, and in the year and a half he lived with me he didn’t try to contact them once. I don’t know if she knows that he’s not tried to contact them since his first divorce in 2014 or not. 7 years later I doubt any of them even know who he is anymore. She’s going to have a hard time of it being a single parent to two children, and I do feel some compassion for her. I feel more compassion for the child though, a lot more. My heart bleeds for my son who is was adopted by people who love him and will take very good care of him. If I could only have taken care of him on my own…. but I couldn’t. So anyways… my husband tells me he wants our marriage to work. I don’t know if I can. There’s so much pain and destruction in every direction caused by this one man. It’s a slap in the face to me and my son, if she does keep the child and if he is involved in it’s life (although since he’s not with the first 3 I’m sure he won’t be) though to expect me to help raise his child with her, knowing that the reason I had to give up my own child was because he wouldn’t help with him. I don’t know, I’ve been thinking on it for days, and I just seriously do not know. If I hadn’t had to give up my own child I think I could handle it. I know I didn’t *have* to give him up, it was a choice I made voluntarily, but it was also a choice that I honestly felt and still feel that I couldn’t have made differently. I couldn’t care for him, I couldn’t even pick him up. I couldn’t afford a crib, car seat, play pen… yes there’s child support but this man goes to great lengths to avoid paying his. There’s welfare, and that’d help but my child would still have been in poverty and while he would not have been neglected in any way I simply could not take proper care of him. Add in that there were the cancer cells in my uterus and that the choice would be either to have the hysterectomy and not be able to pick him up for 6 weeks at the least (and how could I take proper care of him then?) or let it develop and possibly die leaving him alone in the world? As it is my heart stopped once, and I stopped breathing 4 times in surgery. I had other damage that they had to fix, and I was in surgery 8 and a half hours. I simply could not risk my son’s future like that. The people who have him have money, they love him, and he will be better off. I don’t know…. I simply don’t know if I can take him back knowing that he’s having another child with another woman.
I am a child of an 10-year affair. I had no part in anyone’s decision to have me. My parents were together for the first seven years of my life and I could see they were truly in love. My mom left her husband for the relationship before she had me but broke it off when he finally admitted he would not leave his original family when I was 7. Everyone went no contact until I 17 years old. My dad never paid child support, but my mom did ask for help with post secondary. My mother, who suffered from depression her entire life, never dated anyone after that and had trouble maintaining a steady job, while my dads company (which my mom originally worked for) continued to become very successful.
I understand why my dad didn’t leave his family. I also understand he was unhappy with his marriage (and, at times, still is 1 I’m now in my 30s) but committed to it. I understand the societal pressures on my mom at that time and though I do not agree with her decision I understand and have empathy for why she made it.
I actually love both my parents and accept them for their flaws, but my personal relationships have been severely impacted as a result. I never had a picture of what a healthy relationship is. I also struggled to feel deserving of love until very recently, through the help of counseling. I lived my whole live as a secret, hiding from the shame of simply existing in either parent’s life and holding the guilt for both of their decisions. I didn’t want money, I just wanted parents who loved me unconditionally – who taught me what unconditional love was and that I was worthy of it.
I now have a great adult relationship with my dad, who does love me and my mom. But continues to lie about the fact that I am his daughter publicly to save his partner and older children the chase and embarrassment.
For the longest time I always wondered “whose fault it was that I didn’t have a dad”. After reading these comments it’s quite clear that it is the fault of his wife, who was justifiably betrayed, but never swallowed her own ego enough to understand that everyone is deserving of love no matter what mistakes they have made.
You may have been conceived out of wedlock, but you are not defined by that. My daughter (unknowingly by me, my friends, my family) is an affair child. Her bio father is not a good person. After I found out the truth and spilled the beans to his wife, she turned her anger on my child to save her marriage. His decision to follow her lead wasn’t shocking. I found out he had several children, at least one that he didn’t contact. It’s ultimately his choice. They both decided to pin blame on a child. At the time, a newborn. I also blame myself for being such a naive kid in my 20s, believing every lie this “divorced” guy told me. I’m married now and my husband is the only father my daughter knows. Their bond is incredible. I’m relieved she has never experienced their rejection and appalling words. I feel for you and want you to know whenever you feel that doubt creeping in, remember you are worthy of love and acknowledgment. Their egos are not bigger than your life, and it’s ok to call them out by speaking truth. You matter!
In reply to The Bastard, I’m sorry you had to grow up without a dad. It’s unfortunately the consequence of a bad choice your mom and dad made. Both you and your dad’s wife are innocent victims of your parent’s poor decisions. I wouldn’t blame your dad’s wife though. She chose what she felt was best for her and her marriage. Your dad agreed. That was his choice. He could have chosen to divorce and be a dad instead if his wife didn’t want to be a stepmother. I’m sure it was a difficult choice but ultimately it was his choice to make. It sounds like he is now blaming his choice on his wife but you have to see that it was really his choice. He could have made a better choice and fulfilled his obligations to his child.
My husband cheated on me and fathered a child. He made a vow before God when he married me and although he broke it, we could still rebuild our relationship if I chose to forgive him and give him that chance. Our marriage would never be the same but it could still be a good marriage. As a father, he now also had an obligation to his child and if I chose to forgive him, I had to accept that he was a package deal now. It was a difficult choice for me because I understood what accepting the child in my life would mean. The child wasn’t the problem in my eyes. I saw the child as a victim just like I was. I just didn’t want the drama and stress that would inevitably follow if the child was an active part of our lives. . As a victim, I needed time to heal. I was worried of all the stress and pain I would suffer in the years to come due to custody battles. I was worried of how having to maintain contact with the child’s mother would affect our marriage. Each time something stressful occurred, my wound would reopen. Each time my wound opens, I remind myself that this was my choice and I try not to blame my husband and definitely don’t blame my stepchild. I love my stepchild and we have a close relationship thankfully. It is very painful and stressful each time my husband and the child’s mother can’t agree and end up in court. It’s hard to see my stepchild’s mother continue to make poor choices that affect her own child. It’s hard to see my stepchild suffering and feeling unloved and abused while in the mother’s care. It’s hard to build up a child knowing all your hard work will be torn down in a matter of days as soon as the child goes back to the mother. It’s hard not to have a choice and be able to do what’s right for the child when you have to follow a custody order. It’s been hard but my husband and I do our best and we have seen God bless our family for many years. He has given us the strength to endure. He gives us the opportunity to show my stepchild what a loving and stable home is like. I hope that will be enough so that the child will be able to have a somewhat normal life as an adult.